Can we get? Famili-Famili-Familar.
I feeling, I feeling, I feeling ya. What's in your mind for later tonight? Let me be the one to fill it up.
Song for the chapter : The Monster - Eminem ft Rihanna
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I gasp and try to look at the person the voice belonged to. Finally, it's one of the students who's a member of an undercover mafia group.
"What happened, Ruby?" Harry asks interrupting my thoughts. I shake my head and don't say anything.
Who is the guy? Is it Niall? Or Liam? Maybe Zayn? Louis? Or any other student I haven't paid attention to? Looks like I've to research again on everyone's history and tracking signal.
After all the classes were over I get to the dorm with Harry and we take some of our essential items. I had to take my laptop and the box of pills in a briefcase to hand over to Thomas. Harry takes some of his clothes.
We get all ready to leave the country for the weekend. I tap my feet on the floor waiting for midnight to roll in when all the students will be asleep and I'll take my car to leave as soon as possible.
Harry places his hand on my hand and gives a slight pressure. He looks up at my eyes and says, "I know you're having troubled thoughts about what we are and how can we continue. Is there something you need to ask me? I can assure everything."
I take a deep breathe and stare in his eyes with a scared look. "Will you ever hate me for the real me?" I ask him. His eyebrows frowns and he looks at me with a confused look.
"What do you mean by real you?" Harry asks, his body shifting towards me. His both hand grabbing my hand and curls falling on his confusing eyes.
"I mean, the assassin me. I've led my whole life with this and maybe will lead with this until the end." I say to him. He already hates the 'assassin me'. I can't bring the thought of sayinv him that I'm not normal. I can't live without those fucking pills.
"Hey, I like you. I told you that. I like you for you. I can't ever bring the thought of hating you." He says, his hand reaching out to my cheeks before stroking it. I smile and lean my head in his palm.
"So, you never hated me?" I ask him.
"No. But maybe when you ruined my Gucci suits and shot my iPhone 8." He says with a chuckle. I chuckle with him and he flashes an adoring smile before he leans in to kiss me.
The kiss was short but it was enough for me to have the feels around me.
As soon as midnight rolled in me and Harry leave the uni in my car.
The night and the drive both are long. Harry already fell asleep in the car. And me, driving silently through the empty roads.
Just take your pills. Harry doesn't like you. Your feelings will do you no good.
I shake my head to keep the voices out of my head. Harry likes this me. Harry likes me when I express feelings. I won't take the pills. I want to sleep through the night with him. I want to heal by myself.
These feelings will kill you one day. You can't let yourself trust people.
"No." I mumble under my breathe and close my ears with my hand to stop the voices. I clench my eyes close and breathe in. Just don't come again.
Don't try to be normal. You're a servant of us. Obey us, Ruby!!
"No!" I yell and open my eyes to see a headlight coming in front of me. I grab the steering wheel quickly and turn sideways. The car turned the other way as well leaving both of us safe. I sigh and focus my eyes on the road.
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Fanfiction"Will you forget about me in a month?" Harry asks with a sad pout. I squint my eyes completely taken aback of his question. "No, of course not. Why are you asking?" I cup his face in hands and kiss his lips. "What about six months?" He asks, breakin...
