Uhm...I had a heart attack.
Don't worry, it happened in my dream.
I dreamed about Niall posting a picture on Instagram and it was...
*drum rolls*
HIS FIRST TATTOO!!!
And I died at the spot.
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"The fuck, Harry!" I raise my voice and get up from the bed. He wanted me to sleep just so that NB can steal my stuff and go through them to know where the GMO was! And NB touched me! He fucking touched me!
"I know, I'm so sorry for-"
"Oh you know, I want you to dream with me. Fuck you, Harry!" I mock in his accent and raise my middle finger at him.
Harry clenches his eyes closed and raises his hand up in surrender. "What I did is unforgivable. But I really meant those words, every single one of them. I truly do."
I cross my arms against my chest and squint my eyes at him. "I want to know what you lied to me throughout this relationship," I demand him.
He hisses and nods his head before spilling everything. "Well, I acted that I liked you when I didn't. Just because Zayn wanted to make his move on you into getting information, I thought it would be easy if I made the move cause you stay by my side always. And that was wayyy at the beginning. I'm sorry to say, the first kiss didn't mean anything to me. It was just to get you off guard and spill some information about the GMOs. And there was Zayn who was practically forcing me to do it quick cause the NBs were going out of control. That's why I decided to act like I was angry at you for not sharing your feelings with me and make you feel guilty about it." He stops and looks at me with fluttering eyes, nervous and intimidated. So, he acting as he hated me in Louis' date was all fake. I shake my head in disbelief as I say, "Continue."
"I knew almost everything about the GMO and who was undercover in this uni. Then..um..as we got more and more intimate, I realized what I was doing was wrong and..I realized I liked you..very much. So, I needed you to fall asleep, let them take your essentials and stop bothering our relationship. I thought after that we could escape this dark world. But.." Harry widens his eyes and intertwines his hands together. "I meant every single word. I really wanted you to dream with me." He emphasizes every word.
I gulp slowly and rub my temple. "How am I supposed to believe this now after so many lies?" I ask him, my voice turning pathetic as I really want to believe him but I can't.
Harry takes a step forward and holds my hands in his before kissing each knuckle while saying, "You have to believe that I never cried so hard in my life until NB touched you inappropriately and I couldn't do anything about it. You believed me when I told you that I want you to be the knight in shining armor because I'm weak and pathetic. You believed me when I told you that you are my woman. You believed me when I told you that you built a new heart in me. A heart that just beats for you." He looks into my eyes and cups my cheeks before stroking my lips with his thumb.
"You have to believe me when I tell you that I always thought you're superior to me and you'll always protect me no matter what. You've to believe me when I tell you that I really want you to dream with me with our body tangled with each other. But I would rather have you awake and see me dreaming than you leaving me by going to an eternal sleep. You've to believe me when I say that I adore the real you." He gives me a tight lip smile making his dimples pop out his left cheek.
I chuckle and shake my head in disbelief. I believe him. I always trusted him and I do. What he did was wrong. But he didn't want anyone's harm in it. He just wanted a better life for us. For all of us.
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Fanfic"Will you forget about me in a month?" Harry asks with a sad pout. I squint my eyes completely taken aback of his question. "No, of course not. Why are you asking?" I cup his face in hands and kiss his lips. "What about six months?" He asks, breakin...
