CHAPTER ONE

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LILLITH POV...

I was wondering around school since I really didn't feel like going to class,I was new to the school for about two weeks now,and I had already new my ways in and out of the school without actually being caught.hmmm I wonder what my sister Lolita is doing? I asked myself while heading to the bathroom.I pushed the door open and headed into a stall,I got out my iPod and began to listen to so alone by Anna blue,which I honestly think it kind of relates to me.since I'm basically the main one getting bullied or picked on by the cheerleaders and the supossly "popular chicks".......no offense but their all just a bunch of brats to me,they whine and shine for no reason.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard the bathroom door open.I could hear someone sobbing at the other side of my stall so I decided to check out who it was.

JEANETTE POV...

Today was my first day at school and I was immediately judged by my looks.I ran out of my first period class and ran into the bathroom,I began to sob and sit down on the bathroom floor,why.....why me? I asked myself looking down at my hands.I look up to see a beautiful girl about my age looking down and me with no expression on her face."I...I'm so sorry I didn't know someone was in here"I said wiping away my tears with my light pink long sleeve shirt.

After five minute of awkward silence she finally sits in front of me and hugs me.i didn't know how to react so I just sat their,crying my eyes out when she finally spoke."het what's wrong?why are you crying?",I finally decide to look up at her lavender color eyes and say "I....I'm new here and....and well I was bullied by some girls in first period,so decided to leave the class and come here to cry in peace without letting anyone see me cry"I said between sobs and she looked like she felt pity for me,but I couldn't quite read it because Her expression is so....well simple.

She stood up and held out her hand to help me up as well,I took and finally got myself together and said "pardon my rudeness my name is Jeanette I just moved here from New York"I said smiling up at her,"my name is Lilith and it's very nice to meet you,sine your basically the only girl who actually respects or at least rude to me,I would like to see if you would like to be my friend!?" She asked kindly revealing a friendly smirk "oh yes of course thank you so much!" I said and immediately hugged her tightly nit wanting to let go."umm I can't breath Jeanette"she said,I let go And we stood their looking with curiosity at what we had in front of us,she wore a black t-shirt and black skinny jeans,with black and white converse,with snake bites and black eye linear.while I just wore a light pink long sleeve shirt and a peach skirt that was above my knees with pink flats,and light pink lipstick,and a white eye linear on the upper lid."I smiled kindly at her and then asked "umm...well it's already f....!" I was about to finish when a crew of pretty girls came bursting inside.

LILLITH POV...

Jeanette was about to tell me something when Sofia came barging in the bathroom with her crew Alice and Chloe,"well well if it isn't the emo,gothic freak and the poor innocent baby!"said Sofia with both hands on her hips.I glared at Sofia and her crew for a while when sudden I feel Jeanette clinging on my right arm hiding behind me."l....Lilith please d...don't let them hurt me!"whispered Jeanette.i have her a hug and then looked back to Sofia and the other girls "listen here Sofia if any of you girls harm this girl I will make your life's a living hell until you learn to respect others and start looking down on yourself!"I said with my blood boiling up,"now you listen here you freak your no one to be giving me Sofia Gonzales orders and don't worry about your little girlfriend she won't even last a day!!!"said Sofia starring at Jeanette,and with that she left I could still feel Jeanette grip on me but she loosened up...

I don't know why but I felt a sudden aching in my heart that didn't want to leave Jeanette alone,that wanted to be more than friends I know I shouldn't be saying this because I always told people that love never really exist,but maybe I could be in love.and if I am I can't let her know because she looks straight not bisexual nor lesbian."Lilith what's wrong?"asks Jeanette looking onto my big blue eyes,I looked back at her big green emerald eyes that made her look younger than her age."hmmm...oh nothing just thinking"I said with no emotion shown on my face.

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