Camilla looked at the test with tears in her eyes. Positive. It was fucking positive. She threw it in the trash. But then realized Alfred would see. She grabbed it and put it in a shoe box that was at the top of her closet. She looked at it one last time before putting it in. She was hoping it was fake but realized it wasn't. Cam curled up on her bed and started to cry.
"I can't do this," she said to herself. She didn't know what to say or what to do. She called the only person who was easiest to talk to. The one girl who knew what to say.
"What can I do for you Miss Wayne?" Diana said in her usual chipper state.
"Can you come over?" she heard the sadness in Cam's voice and knew she had to drop everything and go to her.
"Are you okay? Should I sneak in?"
"Could you?" Diana started leaving her office and was getting into her car at that moment.
"Of course. I'll be there in 5 minutes. Don't do anything drastic. Promise?"
"Promise."
About 5 minutes later Diana opened her window and snuck in. "Cam?" she whispered. Cam heard her voice and came out of the bathroom. "Are you okay?" Cam broke down right there and fell onto the floor. Diana quickly rushed over to her and grabbed her to put her on the bed. She snuggled in next to her and started stroking her hair. "What is it? I can't help if you won't tell me."
"I'm pregnant." Diana's eyes grew wide. She froze and Cam felt her tense. "My reaction exactly."
"Have you told anyone?"
"God no. Who would I tell?"
"Do you know the father?"
"Remember what happened to me-?"
"No," Diana said in almost disbelief already knowing who it was. Cam nodded, more tears coming out.
"Are you going to keep it?"
"I don't want it. Like at all. I know I don't want it. I don't want a baby that will remind me of what he did to me."
"I would hate if my baby came out and had to take the last name Howard," Diana said trying to make Cam laugh. And she did. It was the first time she's laughed in awhile.
"Diana, can I ask-?"
"If I'll go with you to the clinic?"
"Please?" Diana was torn but didn't know what to say. She looked down and saw Cam's big brown eyes and knew she wouldn't say no. She trusts me the most. But do I betray Bruce. Actually who gives a fuck what he thinks.
"Tomorrow."
"Really?"
"Yeah. I'll pick you up tomorrow at 10 and we'll pretend to have a girl's day."
"Diana I don't know what to say."
"I won't tell anyone. You will have to tell them when the time is right. Whether you want to say I took part is your decision fully. Okay?"
"Yes mam."
The next day Diana took her to the clinic where she went through something she never wanted to go through. Diana took out for ice cream after and checked up on her (secretly) for days after so she would be healthy after.
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"Cam," Jason said. Then Taylor rushed in.
"Cam," she said as if she could finally breathe again.
"Taylor," she said smiling. She ran over to her side and hugged her. "I'm so sorry."
"Don't ever do that. If ever find yourself in a low place, fucking call me for christ's sake."
"Can I ask something?"
"Anything."
"Do you want to move away with me?" Taylor's jaw dropped. Both Dick and Jason's eyes grew wide.
"Are you serious?" Taylor said leaning in.
"Yeah are you?" Dick asked.
"Dead. I've had enough of this family's shit." That caused the boys to roll their eyes. "I'm going back home and I want you to come with me." Taylor smiled and kissed her. Jason and Dick's jaws dropped.
"What the fuck?" Jason said. When they broke apart Cam looked at them.
"I haven't told anyone. Only Diana knows."
"Diana knows everything, doesn't she?" Jason said bitterly.
"Fuck off, Jay. Can y'all leave? Like, now." The two boys gave her an are-you-serious face. "Yes I am." The two boys rolled their eyes and walked out.
"We'll be at the-,"
"I don't care. Leave!" The boys slowly walked down the hall wondering what the hell just happened in 5 minutes.
"Are you okay?" Taylor asked holding her face to make her look at her.
"Yes. I am so sorry. God when I realized I called I just thought of how I was hurting you. I thought I would be the second person you loved that would leave your life. I know that if you come live with me I will give you my best. I will make you the happiest woman alive. I will never let you down." Taylor was crying. She got on top of Cam and started making out with her. "God I love you," she said in between kisses.
"I don't think this is good for you," Taylor said laughing.
"I don't care." The doctor came in unannounced.
"I am so sorry," he said.
"No, I'm very sorry. That was unprofessional."
"It's okay. You won't be the first and probably not the last. Where's your dad?" he asked.
"He left."
"What about-?"
"The rest of my family, except her, left." The doctor whispered an okay and looked at his notes.
"Well good news is you can be out as early as tonight."
"That's awesome. Do I need to sign anything or...?"
"No. Your father has paid your hospital bills so you'll be fine. Is your girlfriend taking you home?"
"Yes sir."
"Okay. We'll run a few tests and release you in a few hours. But before we release you we must ask do you want to say in our psych ward for 3 days?"
"No. I'll be fine as long as I have this angel by my side."
"So did you kill herself because she broke up with you?"
"No. I had other stuff going on. But I promised her to go to therapy and talk things out."
"Okay. As long as your getting help. We'll be back in a few hours Miss Wayne."
"Thank you doctor."
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how it all went down {batfam}
Fanfiction"I looked at all of you as a family one night and saw how you all didn't need me. You all were just talking and smiling. I knew that if I walked in that would be gone in seconds because Bruce would talk about something I did that wasn't right."...
