revised// solby sequel

part 2

(Ayeee sorry I have updated 🤣 went down a kinda dark whole this month but Im back ! Sorry its short i wanted to leave off on a cliffhanger) 
**1 year later **
Colby's p.o.v.
" I'm going to a party" 
I grabbed my car keys
"Colbs i..."
"Don't sam" i turned to look at him
His blue eyes gray but I couldn't feel anything. Am I a horrible person what's wrong with me?
"I need to go out"
"You say that every time! I want MY colby back!" He punched the island in our kitchen making me jump and his fist turning dark red.
"Fuck he" whimpered
I looked at him. I feel so heartless but things between us just aren't the same. Everything changed after my accident. Yes he was by my side ever day. Yea I feel horrible. But my depression is back. And it makes me the most horrible person you will ever meet. 
He looked at me with the saddest eyes when Elton walked in.
Oh ya. Me aaron elton devyn sam and corey got a house together after graduation.
"Sam are you ok?" He looked at sam genuinely concerned. But sam was only looking at me.
"Fine" he muttered not breaking contact. I was frozen I didnt know how to react.
"Sam colby whats been going on"
Elton said again genuinely concerned but I just looked at sam. he looked like he was going to cry.
I just walked out.
sam's p.o.v.
"Ugh!!!" I screamed so loud I'm pretty sure the whole house shook.
"Come on sam leta clean you fist and we can talk about colby ya?" Uncle elton looked at me and i nodded.
"OK " I whispered. uncle Elton being uncle Elton Cleaned up the blood and sat me in his office.
"OK tell uncle Elton what's going on in Colby and Sam's world" I cringed. Elton is the only one who says Colby and sam just to irritate us.
"Colby he's just....changed" i sighed and looked down.
"I know.... I don't like it either sam but hes been through a lot...I'm sure he's traumatized I mean its been almost 2 years since his mom....and he moved....and a year since his accident and he just graduated without his mom their id imagine that must have been so hard" I got angry
"Yes I get that but don't you see this is affecting me to!  I love that boy. his hurt is also my hurt! I can't just get away from that I'm constantly worried about him! I have a lot going on in my life to its not all about him. I get it. his life is rough but so is everyones it doesn't make it an excuse! I love this boy Elton. I want my colby back " I just started sobbing. he doesnt know I've been diagnosed with anxiety. he doesn't even know I've been trying to get ahold of my biological family. he doesnt know shit about me anymore.
"I know sam bu..."
"Bullshit. I was the one who sat by his hospital bed day by day. I was the one who broke up with my girlfriend to date him. I did so much for him and what do I get? I get treated like shit back "
Elton didn't say much more I don't normally slash out like that I don't think he was expecting it.
"I can't do it anymore Elton I can't"
"what do you mean..."
"I WANT TO FUCKING DIE" I regret that.
I ran to my room and locked the door. Elton banging on it.
"Samuel get out here"
"Your not my parents. "
He sighed and i think he went away.
God I feel like a teenage girl with boy problems.
Fucking end me.