revised// solby sequel

part 10

TRIGGER WARNING!
I followed sam and he went Into his room he locked the door behind him.
"Baby come on please let me in...."
I said while banging on the door
Again my mom and the guy in black showed up
Time for your next test
I got angry.
"No. Don't you fucking dare bring sam into this!"
My mom frowned the guy in all black smiled
Note taken.
They disappeared.
"No I want to be left alone!" I sighed and slid down his door sitting outside trying to call him. He ignored every call.
To Sammy: love come on
To Sammy: please talk about it
To sammy: talking about things helps
To sammy: im not leaving until you let me in
I sent him a picture of me sitting on his door.
I could hear him crying and his phone going off. I then heard him unlock his phone and started typing. I looked down on my phone
Sammy is typing
From sammy: colby please I love you. And this is really sweet. I just need a minute.
I sighed and turned off my phone I got up and went to my room and got a notebook and a pen.
I wrote down
OK exactly one minute
I slide it under his door. i heard foot steps and a small giggle from the other side.
I got another paper drew a fake timer with 1 minute on it and slid it under again. making another small giggle on the other side of the door
Soon I heard him unlock the door and he stood there with red puffy eyes.
"God colby why do you make it so difficult to ignore you" I acted all offended and put my hand on my heart
"Why would you want to ignore me " i said in a British accent making him laugh.
He gave me a hug "I'm sorry I ignored you Colby" i kissed all over his face
"Its OK you can make it up to me later " i winked making him turn a bright shade of red.
"Now can I come in and talk about it"
He hesitated before nodding.
We walked in and he just rented to me about how screwed up the whole thing is.
"I just don't understand why she thinks its ok to stalk me then just show up demanding for me after she left me. it doesn't make sense !"
I sighed"i know love. what she did was completely wrong."
He sighed and put his head on my shoulder.
"Why can't we just be happy. its like the whole world is telling us to be sad" I put my arm around him causing him to move down to my chest.
"Colby I love you" he said his eyes bright blue looking into my slightly darker blue ones.
"I love you sam. " he kissed me passionately
Your next test is coming soon.
I started getting amnoyed and angry.
I'm done with all these stupid tests. like why cant I just choose the side I want and why do I have to worry about It now i mean i am not even dying.
I think sam knew my mood changed.
He looked up at me.
"Colby are you OK " i just stared off into space getting angry and shouting at the voices in my head
JUST STOP ALREADY
Colby you have to go through the tests
I DONT WANT TO DO THIS I WANT TO BE HAPPY I WANT TO STOP!
Colby stop getting angry at us there is nothing we can do.
FINE THEN ILL DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!
"Colby come on babe. what's going on. your shaking" I looked down and noticed I'm so angry I'm actually shaking and my hands are clenched.
"I'm sorry sam" i couldn't look at him.
I'm about to do something to make all the voices stop.
To make everything stop.
"Baby sorry about what. You haven't even done anything"
"For what im about to do"
I looked at him and his bright blue eyes now didnt have a color.
"Colby can you talk to me i don't want you to make any ...."
"NO SAM"
I got up punching the wall
"I'm tired of this im tired of living!!"
I couldn't bare to look at him. I knew this was going to hurt him. Hurt everyone. the house the fans my friends.
I just can't keep living like this.
Like some game show. no wonder why my mom killed herself.
I got up and went to my room locking the door behind me.
This is the only thing i can do....
Colby don't If you end your life without going through the test bad things will happen..
I can hear sam banging on my door crying. the voices got louder and louder...I had to do it. I have to kill myself.
A/n
Welllll this went down and unexpected turn.