revised// solby sequel

part 11

A/n. I'm so glad you are all enjoying it! I start work tomorrow
I have to kill myself.
But how.
Feeling no emotion I heard elton and the whole house banging on the door.
Before they could take it down. I took the knife from the drawer
"I'll be with you soon mom. "
I made one long slit starting from my wrist going all the way up my arm.
Feeling nothing.
Before i did the other one I got paper writing
I'm sorry
Sam. I love you. I Always will
Colby
Laying it next to me. Before i got to my next arm things started going fuzzy.
I got light headed.
My door was knocked down as police barged in my room.
Before anymore happened my world went black.
Sam's p.o.v.
Colby started acting really weird and i got scared. He looked into space clenching his fist his other hand shaking his face was bright red which he does when he's angry.
"I'm sorry sam"
I looked at him with confusion
"Sorry about what baby you haven't done anything."
"For what im about to do"
Oh god please no i don't think i can handle this.
"Come on colbly can we talk about it I don't want...."
"NO SAM!" He got up punching a wall making me sit in fear of him.
Was he going to hurt me
He would never
I texted corey
go corey: corey help i think Colby's going to kill himself
I was the only one home and i didn't know what to do. heard got up and ran to his room and locked the door
Shit.
I was banging on the door sobbing asking him to come out. I called corey freaking out
"I don't know what to do the doors locked and no one is home"
"Look sam its ok i already called the police they will be in the house soon
"COLBY PLEASE" i screamed. everything happens in slow motion.
The police came up knocking the door down.
"Sir you might not want to see this" one of them said holding me back but it was to late.
Colby was laying on the ground the knife in his hand in a pool of his own blood.
I froze. I don't know what to do what to say.
Corey ran up a few moments later and gave me a hug I collapsed in his arms sobbing.
They took him out on a stretcher his face a familiar pale color.
"Which one of you is sam?"
a police officer came in and handed me a note.
"I am so sorry for what has happened since you where here when the incident happened we will have to question you but we will let you have a few days to adjust to the incident "
I thanked him just staring at the note and looked at corey.
"Do you want me...."
I shook my head.
"No. i got it. " i said my hands shaking I opened the letter
I'm sorry.
Sam I will always love you
Colby
the realization hit me.
He killed himself.
He did the one thing I've dedicated my whole life to not let it happen
I'm such a failure.