revised// solby sequel

part 13

Sam's p.o.v.
We all sat around for an hour. I got questioned by police and now I was on my phone and when we heard coughing I looked over and Colby's eyes fluttered open his blue eyes looking in mine.
We all stayed silent.
Until Kat's mom called the nurse she came up to check on him the whole time his eyes never left mine. They were burning in my soul. 
it stayed silent until he spoke up " where's dad?"  he looked at Kats mom. 
"uh...he um..."
"don't cover for him. he didn't show...because he doesn't care" 
"Colby he doesn't know..."
"Why"
"He...we got into a fight...I told him how its not ok the way he's been treating you and ever since he walked out and we havent seen him
He sighed
"Thank you for sticking up for me"
"Your welcome hun. Your part of our family now and family stick up for family "
"I wish he would live by that rule"
We sat in silence more the doctor wanted to keep him over night to make sure nothing goes wrong while he's sleeping.
It was now midnight.
"I'm going to bed if that's OK?" Colby said we all nod
Corey came and gave him a hug
"I'm glad your OK man. i'll come check on you tomorrow"
Colby Gave him a small smile
"Thanks for everything cor"
Next kat came and hugged him
"God when you first got here i wanted nothing more than you dead. and when i got the text that you actually might be. i wanted nothing more than you to be alive. you've changed me brock. im glad your OK "
She hugged him and kat's mom did the same as the others
"We will come back tomorrow. get good rest " she then looked at me
"Sam do you need a ride" I shook my head and looked down. "no I'm going to walk"
"Are you sure its quite a far walk"
"Ya ill be fine. worst comes to worst I'll call corey or aaron to come and get me."
She was hesitant but nodded then left
"If you say so. by boys" I held his suicide letter in my hand not wanting to let it go.
"Sam I..."
"Colby don't even. I don't honestly know why I'm even still with you. you've caused me nothing but pain. and heartache. Ever since i met you and you told me what happened to your mom i deticated my whole life trying to help you not do the same.... I gave up my whole life for you colby is that not enough!"
I stared at the ground not wanting to look at him
"sam you mean so much to mebi just didn't think of it in that way...."
"That's the problem colby you only think about yourself.Look I love you I do i want to be with you but I'm fucking exhausted with putting up with this this pain you put me through every damn day. i knew after the first accident it was going to be hard but I never thought it was going to be this hard. like damn. what do i get in return? Nothing absolutely fuckig nothing" he stayed quiet i walked over to his bed and sat with him rest my head on his shoulder handing him the letter
"Is it even worth it anymore colby"
He started crying. colby doesn't like crying in front of me. he doesn't want me to see him weak like that. but that's how I know he's really hurting and means every word he says
"Sam im such a fucking terrible person I'm so fucking sorry" I got off his shoulder and hugged him while he just robbed in my shirt making it damp
"sam im really sorry for everything all the pain you went through I've been a horrible boyfriend and friend. i don't want to lose you. I can't. you are my rock and one day I'll be yours also. 
Please please please forgive me I'll do better I promise. I don't even have any excuses I just. im sorry" he looked up at me I whiped a tear strolling down his face.
"Its OK colby I forgive you. I love you. you won't lose me I promise. "
I kissed him.
"Now get some rest OK you've had a long day"
He nods I get up to walk out the door but he stops me
"Wait sam" i turned around
"Ya Colby"
"Can you stay here. Please. I'm scared" he looked down.
"What the colby brock is scared of something" he has a grin on his face
"Really sam"
"Of course ill stay baby"
He moved over leaving just enough room in the bed for me and he fell asleep on my shoulder