revised// solby sequel

part 14

Colby's p.o.v.
My world went black I was spriling down into a dark hole.
It just kept going. It felt like i was in alice and wonderland or something. All the walls had red paint on them almost blood like. I finally fell in this dungeon like celler
My mom and the boy in black showed up and stood in front of me.
"Colby you've done a terrible thing. If you don't wake up you'll be stuck in this prison"
"What did i do that was so bad"
"You ended your life before the test"
The guy said with a dark voice.
"Mom I did this to be with you"
She sighed
"Can i talk to him alone?" The guy then disappeared.
"Colby sweetheart. Thats not how it works in the spirit world"
"Mom i don't understand any of this. I'm confused"
She sighed and sat next to me
"Colby, when someone kills themselves and they have kids who have the same issues they become a non-human, you have to then be put through a series of tests to be able to tell if you will kill yourself or not. If you fail. You will end up killing yourself and being part of the dark side. if not. then in the after life you will be on the good. if you try to kill yourself and don't succeed your stuck here until you wake up. then the process will continue. "
I hit my head
"Mom. i can't i cant go back. i don't want to go back. " she sighed
"I know love ill see what i can do"
"Wait if you killed yourself how are you on the good side "
"I've already told you to much colby im sorry. I can't tell you any more."
Then she disappeared.
Great. just great.
I don't remember how long i was there. it was cold and dark. I don't know how long i was down here i lost track after a while. And there was also no clocks or anything to keep time with. it was like a huge Basement its like everything you see in horror movies. dried blood on the wall. this place is fucking creepy. It didn't help I was the only one here. so i decided to do a little exploring. Nice thing is i have full place to myself. or so i thought i walked around the corner and there was a girl softly crying
"Hey, are you OK?" Walked up to her she looked up at me and had bright red eyes.
"Colby Brock. you've made a mistake" all of a sudden I was in a hospital bed.  sam was next to me holding my hand corey next to him. Kat and her mom on the other side of the room.
(A/n Again i know this isnt exactly how it goes but Itll be boring for you and for me if I just re write it the same so just go with it)
Everyone got up and stared at me.
The silence with just my heart beat int the back round was overwhelming. 
I looked down i had stitches from my wrist up my arm.
do i really have to look at that every single day.
the nurse came in a few minutes later and asked me questions
"We will have to keep you here another night. just to check and make sure everything is fine" I nod and she leaves.
i just kept looking at sam him looking at me with his bright blue eyes.
He nervously played with the bottom of his shirt while holding a paper in the other.
I looked at the other realizing one person is missing.
"Where's dad?"
I asked looking at Kat's mom.
"I uh...he...."
I got angry. he didn't show up.
"Dont make excuses for him he didn't show up right"
"Colby he doesn't even know...."
I looked at her in confusion.
"How does he...not know "
" me and your father got in a fight I told him the way he has been treating you is not OK... We haven't spoke since" I sighed
"Thank you for sticking up for me" i gave her a sad smile. I mean i didn't have any of my real family here but at least I have them. Its better than nothing. I started to feel a little tired and kind of just wanted to be alone with sam. I hope he will get the hint...
"I am getting kind of tired...is it OK if i can go to bed?" Everyone nodded and came to give me a hug. sam not breaking eye contact the whole time.
After everyone left silence filled the room again.
"sam..i"
"Colby don't" for the first time he broke eye contact now looking at the paper b
"Do you know....even realize. how much pain you caused me! Colby when I met you I swore on my life i would not let what happened to your mom happened to you. and every day i was with you I made it my life to protect you and what do I get out of it you killing yourself I feel like such a fucking failure and its like you don't even care"
I'm an ass
"Sam look im so so sorry for all the pain i put you through. I love you so fucking much im so sorry" i just started bawling I don't cry in front of people. I'm not weak. But this. this made me lose it. I'm such a horrible person. sam is so selfless and did everything to make ME happy. Even if that means he would be in pain.
I don't deserve him.
"Sam will you ever forgive me"
"Yes I will. I just can't live without you Colby".
It was quite for a while then sam got up
"You should rest"
He started to leave Suddenly being afraid of the hospital room not wanting to be alone.
"Wait. sam"
He turns around and looks at me
"Yes Colby"
"Can you stay here...I'm scared..."
He gave me a soft smile
"Of course I can"
I smiled back moving over the tiny hospital bed leaving him a small space and cuddled up to him
"I love you sam"
"I love you colby. goodnight"
"Night" that night i fell asleep listening to his heart beat the best sound in the world. His body heat making my face heat up but i didn't mind one bit. now right now. is what i want to be forever
Just. not in a hospital room.
That's when I decided
I'm going to marry Sam Golbach
A/n. hey guys! So I think the next chapter or the one after will be the end of this book. don't worry i have a few more planned out! but i wanted to finish this one before I write the next.
Thank you for all the amazing support ❤