"So? What did you say?" Seulmi was thrilled as to what you said next.
You told her everything that happened that day.
It's Sunday that means no work for you.
"I told him I need time to think." You shrugged. Feeling a bit flustered just by thinking about it.
"What? You'll think about it?" Seulmi yelped. "You'd usually say yes to everyone who asks you to be their girlfriend. What happened?"
"Well, I'm trying to change. And I don't think Hyunjin deserves to be treated the way I the way I acted towards my exes." You bit your lip.
For once you thought about the good thing. Although you want to answer Hyunjin so bad, you can't risk it. What if you'll take advantage again?
"Listen kid, do you like Hyunjin?" Seulmi pointed at you while you sat on the couch.
"Well yeah. I think I may have feelings for him. But I wouldn't call it love." You looked at Seulmi.
"Of course not. So is this the first time you like someone?" She speculated. Emphasizing the word like.
"Uhm, I like you?" You acted innocent. But seriously, you do like Seulmi. She's your best friend.
"Are you gay?" She rolled her eyes.
"Oh that kind of like." You finally realized. "Yeah. I guess."
"Then, of course he doesn't deserve that treatment. You should at least have a normal relationship for once." She said. That snapped a thought to you.
"Maybe you're right. Nobody deserves that. Maybe I shouldn't even enter relationships anymore. I'll just ruin everyone." You hid your face under a pillow. You're a lot disappointed at yourself.
"No," Seulmi walked to you and took your face out of the pillow and made you look at her. "You have to give yourself another chance. Let your good side bloom. Let Hyunjin feel what he deserves. That guy's a good one."
Yoi bit your lips and thought hard. Maybe you should?
"Look, give yourself time to think. But I think it's better to try once more. You'll learn from it." She smiled at you, placing her hand on your cheek as you rested on her hand.
"You're right."
//midnight//
You can't sleep.
Your eyes were wide open.
Everything was dark in your room. After talking to Seulmi, you went back to your apartment room and tried to sleep.
*ding!*
Your phone sounded so you took it and found a message from him.
Hyunjin
Hi Y/N. What's on your mind lately?
You
You're still up?
Hyunjin
Can't stop thinking about you.
You
Your manager will scold you
Hyunjin
I don't really care
Hyunjin
Usually I do but I just can't sleep
You
YOU ARE READING
FOR YOU ➵ h.hj
Fanfiction❝why did you leave me?❞ - wherein Y/N became the girlfriend of hwang hyunjin, the visual of the famous kpop boy group rookie stray kids. they were a perfect pair from the beginning when something became a barrier to continue their love story. will...
