Sorry it's been a while but life gets in the way sometimes but I'm going to try and get back into the swing of things
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I finished getting ready and I went down stairs to watch a bit of TV because luckily it was the weekend so I didn't need to worry about anything just yet. J walked in, looking as perfect as ever, and sat down right next to me
"I need to say something J, love isn't going to fix me, the only person who can fix me, is me. I'm so glad that you're here sat next to me doing all this for me and I promise you now I'm going to try my dam hardest, but I can't promise I'm not going to feel the need or the triggers, but your here"
'Can I ask something?"
"Sure J, it would probably do us good to be honest"
"Why? I need to understand"
"For me personally it's about controlling something, things spin out of control and if can control what I'm doing that moment"
"But your not really in control, I guess, when you feel like it's your only option"
"You're right but today I want to be Eva and J not messed up girl and you or teacher and student, just us"
"So if it's just us then I can do this" J lent forwards and kissed me softly to see how I'd react but of course I felt what I always felt when he was around and I instantly moved onto his lap where he kissed me even harder before muttering something about why he let me get dressed
"We need to stop before we end up christening the sofa again, what do you want to do today?"
"We've never spent the today together so I just want to spend it with you on this sofa talking about nothing and hopefully wearing nothing"
"Eva you are one hell of a girl" and with that J stripped down to just his boxers and pulled off my top and jeans and pulled a blanket over us. J kissed my forehead and pulled me into him as I felt secure with his arms round me. I hadn't felt this secure for a hell of a long time.
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All The Right Buttons (student/teacher story)
RomanceShe's falling to pieces and the only thing holding her together is music, but when even that becomes complicated can Eva pick herself up and where does the future take her?
