Hi
I'm terrible at saying goodbye
I'm afraid to speak my mind
I'm afraid of people talking about me behind
My back
But motivation is what I really lack
I'm okay with self esteem
But I'm the weak when it comes to being on teams
The world is a big and sometimes awful place
And people can be a basket case
I'm afraid of the dark
I'm scared and at the same time interested in sharks
I cringe at the web's spun from spiders
Ç Whenever I play hide and seek I'm always the hider
I love the touch of my dogs hair
I'm not really good to share
I love the sound of music
I couldn't tell youloaql the amount of bruises
I have
And I hate people paying on my behalf
I don't have lots of money
But i can be your honey
I don't mind doing nothing all day
Or sitting on baled hay
My brain is filling up with stress
Turn the block everyone is depressed
A wise guy makes a joke so I smile
My laugh only come for a little while
No matter how much i try my hardest
I feel like a sitting duck
And sometimes I just don't give a fuck
Sometimes I blow things out of proportion
But the only thing I really need is someone
Someone to care
Someone to be there
Someone to tell my day to
Someone I don't want to say screw you to
Someone that enjoys the little things
Someone who could buy me a ring
But until I find that someone
I'm looking out for everyone
Like that stupid head down the street
A stranger I might meet
I'm looking out for them
Like I'm the mama hen
They say they can take care of themselves
But i feel obliged to help
So that's how I end up
In web's of lies
It is because I try
Give them a great big hi
And never want to say goodbye
