Behind What Was Seen (Undertale Fanfiction)

a new beginning

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Aren't I... Supposed to be... Dead...?

I flutter my eyes open, and im greeted with blurry darkness. I blink, and I get no different result.
I think to myself, am I.. blind..? Am I.. dead..?
I slowly move my head up, and pain rushes all through my body.

Tears start falling and trickling down my face, as I'm forced to live with the unbearable amount of pain. My eyes a bit crusty from the previous tears that came before I landed.

I curse nature itself, for not taking my life away with the fall. I blame everything I can: myself, Rick and Diane, my foolishness, the authorities, everyone. I cried out, "THE LEAST YOU COULD DO WAS TAKE ME AND END MY MISERABLE EXISTENCE!" it wasn't directed towards anything, it was from anger and frustration.

My legs and chest begin throbbing, and I couldnt help but cry even more. It hurt so bad..

I bury my head into my arms, causing them to also throb from even being touched. My chance at peace was so close within my grasp.. and I foolishly let it slip right through my fingers..

Now.. I'll die from fall injuries, and there will be no breeze due to this enclosured hole.. I won't see the moon shining down on this big rock anymore.. I won't die in peace..

I'll die in pain and suffer to death..
I just wanted my last moments.. to be my best..
I begin crying more.. all my life I've been rejected and outcasted, the least this cruel world could do for me was to at least let my existence come to an end in a pleasant way.. the way I wanted..

Just my luck, huh?

I sob, infuriated with myself, I try to hurt myself more by digging my nails onto my bloody bruised arm. I'm such and idiot.. if only I didn't let my curiosity get the bett-

Wait..

I begin to look at my surroundings, and I wasn't just imagining it..
There was Gold down here. Well, golden flowers.. but still. They weren't the ones near my old foster house, but they still were lovely.
something.. the only thing that came out good in this big mess..

"...hello? Is anybody there..?"

I freeze. My eyes widened with fear as my breath begins to slow down. Even though I'm incredibly sore, my body prepares itself for defense. I become silent as I listen for footsteps.. even though I prepare myself, the little voice of low self esteem tells me I can't do anything to defend myself.

".. I heard crying.. is everything alright..?"

Damn.. how much more pathetic can I be?! Someone heard me!! then I pause a bit, this took my aback a bit..
'They.. heard me.. and they.. came...?'