Shu
"I brought you and Shu some bey bread Valt, your favorite."
Hmm, right now, nothing is his favorite.
"Thanks mom, but I can't think about filling my stomach at all."
Valt said as he put his hand over his mouth. I reached down and grabbed his bucket, but he didn't even know if he was gonna be sick or not. I put my hand down his shirt and rubbed his back.
"Valt? Valt, what's wrong?"
Toko asked him.
"His stomach is bothering him Toko."
I answered for Valt.
"Kids, I think we need to go ahead and go home. Your brother needs to rest."
"Awww..."
The twins said in unison.
"Maybe you two can come back in a few days. We'll see how Valt feels."
I assured the two. They both gave their older brother hugs to tell him bye. His mom hugged him as well and kissed his blue hair that was put down now.
"Shu, please take good care of my baby."
Mrs. Aoi said.
"Always."
"He worries about me more than he should."
Valt said tiredly. I snickered at his comment and ran my fingers through his hair.
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Valt
My mom and the twins had left our apartment about two hours ago. Shu was asleep while I just laid here, listening to my sick stomach make awful sounds. I went to the bathroom quietly so I wouldn't wake Shu. I stared at myself in the mirror and it just made me sick to see how awful I look and feel. I was pale, my eyes looked like I got in a fight, and I looked at my arm. The scars I left on myself also made me wanna throw up. My stomach started growling again. I lifted my shirt and instantly could see my ribs. I had already lost so much weight from not eating and getting sick.
*~TRIGGER WARNING~*
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I remembered I had a blade hidden in one of these drawers. Once I found it, I took off my shirt and I started cutting up my stomach.
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My stomach was now dripping blood and covered in new scars. I got sick, as always, and for once I didn't want Shu to come in here. It would fuck him up if he saw what I just did to myself.
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Shu
I woke up and had seen my boyfriend wasn't anywhere near me, but not two seconds later I heard him getting sick in the bathroom. I went to go check on him, but when I opened the door Valkyrie rushed in to Valt. Valt was almost completely on the ground like he was gonna faint. Valkyrie was sniffing him a lot and tried to get Valt's attention, but Valt just started crying real hard. I sat next to him and I slowly looked at him in his eyes. Then, I saw his stomach all cut up and bleeding. I honestly couldn't even say anything, all I could do was stare at them. I got up and got a cold wet rag to clean the cuts as I started crying. I got Valt to prop himself up against the bathtub and gently put the rag on Valt's stomach. He jumped at the touch of how cold it was. I felt sick to my stomach. This was the first time I had seen Valt without his shirt on since the hospital visit almost a week ago. I was just now noticing how skinny he was and it was sickening. I could see his ribs clear as day, his belly was a bit bloated, and he just looked so damn sick. I scooted closer to him and I pulled him to hug me really gently.
"I'm sorry Shu..."
He whispered to me. I really broke down then. I held my Valt tightly, not wanting to let go.
"You're gonna be okay baby... I swear."
I really didn't wanna have to take him to a mental hospital. I know he would be safe there, but I didn't want him away from me either. With him being sick as hell, I especially didn't.
"Valt, do I need to take you somewhere? I don't wanna have to, but do you feel like you need to go to a mental hospital?"
I asked him while still crying.
"No! Shu, I'm sorry I fucked up again! I'm sorry, please, don't make me go!"
Valt yelled. It hurt my heart when he did.
"Okay, okay, calm down babe! With you being sick, I didn't wanna take you unless you felt like you needed to. But, you do need a therapist Valt."
Valt nodded his head slowly while he looked down at the floor. I looked at the cuts on his stomach again and saw how red they were. I got up and looked for some peroxide that I know we had. I found the brown bottle and sat back down with Valt.
"Woah, is that gonna sting?"
Valt asked as his eyes widened when he saw the bottle.
"No, Peroxide doesn't hurt. Lay out flat."
I poured the Peroxide all over his stomach and rubbed it into his cuts.
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Valty was asleep on my chest and Valkyrie was asleep on mine and Valt's laps. He was still small enough to sit in our laps, but he'll be at his full size soon. I could tell Valkyrie was protective of Valt and I both, and I was especially glad he was protective over Valt.
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Little bit shorter but next one will be longer when I get to it.
