Complicated| Z.K

Chapter 23

Jordyn's P.O.V

My mind is racing, what does she mean by "I'm carrying his child", like I know what she means but she can't be talking about Zion. This woman and the guy that I'm 'dating' but actually have feelings for got another woman pregnant. I know it doesn't really affect me but how could he do this. I thought he truly liked me, I'm conflicted, I don't know what I should do. I look Zion in the eyes, he looks back at me, his eyes are filled with confusion, and... tears? Why is he crying? Doesn't matter, he isn't mine and never will be because of this, he technically cheated on me, I don't know but for some reason I'm mad. I get up, grab my stuff and storm towards the door when I get there I see the woman causing all the commotion. 

Jessica?

He really fucked Jessica? That's why he was standing up for her all this time, they're together, why couldn't he have asked her to be his 'girlfriend' if they were already fucking, why did he have to play with MY feelings. I am now filled with anger and jealousy. I look behind me and see everyone standing there.

"Jordyn, it's not what you think," Zion says and walks up to me, he tries to grab my hand but I jerk it back before he can take it

" SO YOU AND JESSICA DIDN'T FUCK?" I ask him yelling. Zion looks down at his shoes and doesn't respond. I chuckle " that's what I thought, delete my number please," I say and start to walk out. I feel a hand grab my arm and pull me back

" Jordyn please," Zion says, a tear streams down his face

" NO ZION, no," I say with tears streaming down my face.  I look at everyone for a second, I look at Jessica and see a smirk on her face " it's okay you're not my problem anymore" I say to Zion and walk out of the house. I hear voices calling after me so I start to run, I don't know where. I run about two blocks and stop and bend over to catch my breath.  I just ponder and just think about everything. 

Zion 'cheated' on me with Jessica, Jessica is now pregnant, he probably was with her that day he wasn't responding, how long has it been going on? Is every time Jessica is not in the lobby is she with Zion?

I realize that I am crying, on a sidewalk. I got up and wiped my tears away and look around to see if I can see any building lights. I see a giant yellow M  in the distance. Mcdonalds, comfort food. I pull out my phone and see missed calls from Zion, Alexys and everyone else, I open Alexys's texts.

Alexys

Jordyn where are you?

Jordyn?

Zion's dumb

Wait Jordyn

Let me call you 

Please Jordyn

He's freaking out

Alexys starts to call me again so I stuff my phone into my backpack and start to run again. 

I get to McDonald's and rush into the bathroom to clean myself up, I look like a mess,  I grab a tissue and start to wipe my mascara away when I hear some rustling and laughing coming into the bathroom.

" JORDYN!!" Some teenage girls yell, I mentally roll my eyes and look back at them and smile. 

"Hey guys," I say putting on my best fake smile

"Jordyn, can we get a pic?" One of the girls asks with the biggest smile on her face, even though I feel like shit doesn't mean I can treat my fans like it.

"Of course," I say and smile, the girls and I proceed to take pictures 

" Jordyn are you okay?" One of the girls ask with a concerned look on her face, damn is it that noticeable?

"Ya I'm good, thanks for asking," I say and give the girls another fake smile, they smile back and leave the restroom. They were nice but I don't feel like talking to anybody else, not that I'm that big but just in case, I go into my backpack and grab a pair of sunglasses. I leave the washroom and I go up to the front and order a burger and fries. I open my phone and ignore all the notifications and put my phone on Do Not Disturb, hopefully, that will shut them up. I need to get home so I open my Uber app and see that the closest Uber is 3 minutes away, I smile and request an Uber to my location.

*SKIP UBER RIDE *(I've also never used Uber so hopefully that's how it works)

I get to my apartment and see that Jessica isn't in the lobby, she and Zion are probably fucking. I go to the elevator and wait for it to open when it does I get in and press my floor number, once it stops I get out and make my way to my apartment. I unlock the door and throw all my stuff on the ground. I go to my room and fall onto my bed. I start to cry a little, I wipe away the tears and get up and make my way to my bathroom to take a shower. 

I get into the shower and just think about everything, I was truly played, I start to cry uncontrollably. I don't know what to do or feel. I start to wash my face and wash the tears away. I get out the shower and see that my eyes are red. Good thing no one is here so I don't have to answer any questions. I get into comfortable clothes and grab my phone to check the time. 

8:56 pm

I put my phone down and lay down on my bed, trying to figure what I did wrong. 

I woke up and checked the time, 

2:29 am 

I look at my notifications, I notice Zion's the most

Zion💗

Missed calls (186)

Damn, too bad I'm not gonna answer, I don't understand how you are going to hurt someone like that and expect everything to be okay. 

I realize that I'm done crying over this boy, I get up and throw on some clothes. I do something I shouldn't, something I always do when I'm sad, it brings me back into a loop. I call someone that hurts me so much but also helps me. I search for their contact name, I click on it and start to call them, it rings twice, it sounds like they've been up for hours.

" Hello?" he asks

" Jay?" I say immediately regretting it.