Complicated| Z.K

Chapter 24

I wake up in my bed and stare at my ceiling trying to figure out what happened last night, the last thing I remeber is Jessica showing up and saying that she is caring Zion's child, that could have been a dream.

I  turn over to check the time on my phone

10:23 

I scroll down my notifications to see a lot of texts and calls from Zion.

Zion💗:

J pls answer me

I swear we used protection

I'm sorry I never told you

Pls

Just answer me Jordyn

Let's talk this out

What do I tell Steph

 I made a mistake

Pls just talk to me

I know you are mad but it's not what it looks like

I need you 

I roll my eyes and erase all his texts and calls from my notifications. I get up to go to the bathroom to use it. Once I get out of the bathroom I start to smell bacon and can hear shuffling going on in my kitchen. I grab my phone and a baseball bat that I keep in my closet, just in case of break-ins, and walk towards my bedroom door. Once I open the door it hit me, everything that happened last night. 

Jay and me. 

I called him, I let him back in my life, something I swear I would never do. Something I did when one thing in my life would go wrong. Jay hurts me a lot but he also helps me a little more. He knows everything in my life that has gone wrong, he's mostly the cause, but when I'm sad he makes me feel good and he cares for me.

"Hey," Jay says taking me out of my thoughts

" Hey," I say smiling

" How was your sleep?" Jay asks me while grabbing two plates from my cabinet

" Good, yours?" I ask him

" Good," He says and grabs two cups from another cabinet, it's kinda alarming how he knows where everything is, I brush off the thought

" Whatcha making?" I ask him

" Breakfast," He says in a sarcastic voice

I roll my eyes and sit down at my table and proceed to go on my phone and scroll through my Instagram. Two minutes later Jay comes over to me and places the plates down on the table and takes a seat. One thing about Jay is that he is a really good cook. I take a bite of the food then all the memories start following in, life back home in Canada, the simpler times. Jay and I talk during the whole breakfast until he gets a call, he gets up and takes it and I start to clean up the plates and pans. Jay comes over and grabs my hands.

"I'll do that," Jay says and tries to push me away from the sink. That's also the thing about Jay, he never wants me to get my hands dirty or do anything for myself, he's always there to do it for me

" No, I got it, you made the food, I'll clean," I say, I smile and resume washing the dishes

" Okay, I've got to go so I'll talk to you later?" Jay says the last part as a question

" Yep," I say with so much joy in my voice.

" You know I miss you like crazy right?" Jay asks

" We'll talk soon," I say, I miss him but I don't know if I should let him back into my life, I'm vulnerable right now so I don't want to say anything to give him the wrong idea. Jay smiles than leaves. I finish washing the dishes then walk over and lock the door. I go on my phone trying to figure out what to do since I can't hang out with Zion and Jay left, I decide to write songs. This is the best time to write songs because I pour all of my feelings out onto the paper.