A world where I call myself alone
For I make mistakes that I have to atone.
I am a disappointment for everyone.
Somehow I want things to be done .
What's the point of living ?
When the enemy is hating .
What's the point of existing?
When people want me dying.
Somehow I am smiling
But deep inside I'm hurting
I may not be the person you expected
But your words made me offended .
I tried my best as I can be
Just to be free
My heart is torn
Am I worthy to be born ?
Even when the night changes .
Even the mountain ranges
I don't want you to see me crying
But I will keep on trying .
I will keep on fighting
If I want things to have an happy ending
I will keep swimming
Till I keep living.
Building using hard bricks to build a fort
Do people even notice the effort ?
Words stuck in my head.
Somehow deep inside of me want to be dead.
