Waking up feeling so weak
wounds are getting healed
time passes by, still I can't speak
but these invisible scars still bleed
Still lying in bed, awake
at the end of the day, i cry
everything you did for my sake
holding on the necklace you tie
Memories of the good old days
those memories remains and stays
those stars we counted every night
So shiny , unique and bright
what a feeling , i have right now
remembering our vow
finished as soldiers are we
but these feelings still remain be
The pain in my body is less
than the pain in my heart
I am still alive and blessed
but now we're apart
remained these seasons and wounds
but still i remember your eyes so round
it made me down and frowned
now that you're not around
never cared during the summer
spring my feelings for you bloom
then the fall I keep assume
but the cold truth felt in the winter
you disappeared in the war
i keep looking at that one star
before everything went blood-red
I remember, "I love you," you said.
true , asphyxiation i felt
looking at the snowflake melt
But still the pain my heart
made me paint and turn into art
i wish this wasn't true
looking at the sky so blue
wishing i want to be with you
as these feelings continue
this sickness is attacking
bed ridden , i'm dying
in the heavens you're waiting
don't worry i'm coming
