dreams been blurry lately
stepping on the water quietly
like everything became numb
or maybe i'm just dumb ?
change surrounds me every millisecond
like the ripples that formed in the pond
how can you sleep , in a world full of lies
filled with wounds and broken ties
red bloody lips drips down the blue
just as a simple rumor spread to the unknown.
blue like the pretty skies
but as the sunsets she cries
realizes only change is constant
memories stay but the people are distant
i went through ups and downs in life.
she never wanted this so called strife.
quite hard to forget we both admit.
but she promised never cry again even a bit.
i promised myself to live life to fullest.
i promised myself to strive hard and do my best.
she let go of the past and never want to comeback.
she stop such toxicity that made a huge crack.
as the seasons change and the love went cold.
we became happier with new memories we hold.
Until now, no words, but we only left with sadness.
Harsh goodbyes , and lasts.
More tears and never regrets.
But I regret one thing , my assumptions.
My assumption you coming back to me.
You, accepting for who I may be.
Together, we face those pain and cuts.
And you, never letting go no matter what.
I heard she found somebody else.
And I found someone who cares .
well this is the end of us, blue
and i am just a chapter in the book of you.
- caesaresalad, May 2020
