code name: kuya siya

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hearts day is around the corner 

its been a while and I just knew you were with her 

I never thought writing for hearts day 

but hear me out what I'm about to say 


the hidden feelings I had for how many years 

the code name I created with my friends 

You wear your leather jacket with red pants on a wash day 

always make me wonder why wearing it on a hot day ?


As I see you pass by , you gave me that look 

and ask what are you doing here ?

replying to you with the same question 

giving me head pats and just walk away  with your friends


and that really skips a heart beat , but hey I must be calm cool

Every time I went home for lunch, depressed and tired 

I see you across the street waving with a smile, going back to school 

and that makes me giggle as I walk home , energized.


My closest friends would tease me when you're around 

I remember it was your first day in my alma mater

you called me at 6am that you are already there 

Seeing your face always make me stunned 


I see you drove your bike to destinations you never reached.

Enjoying your stories, yelling and adventures. 

But I can't be your everyday as I failed .

I wish to see you soar high filled with experiences.


your we're my last rose and  my best friend 

you saw the best and worst of me 

and I just took it for granted 

but you know what I'm glad there are things I able to see.


I would recognize your figure from afar 

and were just back to being strangers 

I learn a lot from you, surviving in a household 

to drawing techniques , to your memes and you being you. 


Thank you phryxzyll . :)
















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