In my dreams, I saw a light that makes me blind .
Fragments of memories came to my mind.
Clearly, the lost cloud nine feeling with you I imagine.
I am like poison in your life when it reality happen.
i remember you loved someone dearest to me.
For the sake , I told myself to give up and leave.
But now you keep telling you love me
why do I feel I am way out of your league.
for some reason , I have to end both of our sufferings .
i keep dreaming myself to end those things.
End the pain , rise from the ashes & stab the old me with a knife.
a death card doesn't mean i die but change or a new life.
only i , myself , can harness such confidence
my confidence want rendezvous with conscience
i don't want to go back to the darkness
beat it , face it and i myself will progress
i don't want to be your poison
no i don't want to be anyone's poison
i'm tired of adjusting for everyone.
i need to save myself to save each one.
There are things we have to end but on the other side a new life , a new chapter comes in.
We all go through those down times and it has to be ourselves to get up from the darkness.
As you can see , Asphyxia Poems is completed. Aweee thank You <3. Read Stochastic Poems
- caesareh
