Dan Howell imagines

im sorry

Hey guys !
Im sorry i havent been active for a while. i havent been active in any social media lately. You guys, being the most amazing phandom and people ive met, deserve a reason why.

About a month and a few days ago, one of my friends had committed suicide. It was so horrible for me because she seemed so happy and popular and had everything going for her, but mostly because i loved her like she was my sister.

Its been a hard subject to talk about cause im a person who looks like they feel nothing and no one expects any diffrent, but im a human being and my heart had never broken like this.

I regret everyday not texting her and telling her what she means to me. I hate that i didnt pick up on the signs. Im usually texting everyone who i feel are dropping hints about self harm or suicide because i too know where she stands but sadly i didnt get to my friend in time..

I hope you all know that there is someone somewhere in this world that will listen. There is someone who can help you. And there is someone who cares. I care about each and everyone of you and i want you to know that things do get better.

I hope one day, we will all love and accept eachother in every way. America forgets its a free country to love and practice religion as you please.

I hope one day we can lift eachother up and love eachother so we can all be happy and prevent this horrible and tragic death from happening ever again.

thanks to the lack of love in my city, a poor innocent girl died without knowing how much she ment to all of us in my city and cities around us.

I love you all and ill be back soon with some new and exciting imagines!!

#tellthem #onestepclosertoabettercity
#dontlackloveshareit