Dan Howell imagines

Your pov (1)

Warnings- none.......yet ;)

[requested] (I would give out the request but it will ruin the plot twists so imma keep it private ;))
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"SLUT!" I hear someone call as I walk down the hall.
"Whore!" Another one of his friends call.

I just walk down the hall with my hair in front of my face blocking out the mean words.
It was easier when I had a friend.
His name was Dan. He was my best friend.
He was also a victim of bullying. He was always called "the fuck boy" but it's my fault. I always told him that he needs to stop hanging around me or he will get bullied too, but he didn't care, he was the only friend I had. You might be asking yourself why I wanted my only friend to stop hanging out with me. Well, it was because I cared about him.. I cared about him a lot.
I cared about him too much and at the time I knew it but I didn't want to get too attached and I did.

We stoped talking at the end of last year, by the last month he had completely changed. He was eating at the popular kids table and wearing different styles and acting different, he was always busy on the weekends and most of the time after school, and even when he wasn't busy he would always tell me it's not a good time to talk or to hangout or to go out or anything. He even changed his eating habits.
I heard he was joining track this year and the football team with his new friends.

Y/n- Dan can We talk?

Dan- Do we need to? Im out right now."

Y/n- please? It's important.

Dan- fiiiine! We will meet up at the coffee place ok?

Y/n- okay.

I waited patiently for Dan to arrive. As soon as he agreed to meet up and talk, I hurried and was already out the door with no makeup.

"Ping!"

I hear the little bell on the door signaling a new customer.
I seen the tall brown headed boy look around with his red cheeks as it was cold out side.
His eyes landed on me as I slightly smiled as he made his way to the table I had reserved for him.

"Hi" I said as he took a seat.
"Hi" he said awkwardly.

"So What did you want to talk about?" Dan asks kinda mad that I took him away from his friends.
"OH–right...uhm" I said trying to think of where to start.
"You've not been hanging around me lately..
Did I do something? Do you— Do You hate me?" I asked tearing up thinking on the thought that he hated me.

"No? I don't hate you. I just need more friends.." he said, roiling his eyes.
"Its not only that, Its that you're acting differently, eating differently, the joke I made that used to make you laugh don't make you laugh any more" I said tearing up.

"Well, People change. Maybe I want to change my eating habits! Maybe I think of myself as a weird kid and want to change it up a bit!" He said getting offended.

"And it's not my fault you're jealous that I'm actually progressing in popularity. I thought friends are suppose to be happy for their friends. I guess you where never my friend after all. So maybe just leave me alone cause I don't need some slut like you holding me back from actually being cool." He said getting up grabbing his coat leaving me speechless.
What has happened to him?

"Dan i didn't mean it lik-"
"No y/n i dont want to hear it. You tear my away from my REAL friends to have you starting your slutty drama."

Tears where already in my eyes and flowing down my cheeks.

"D-dan?" I choke out.

"And by the way- The stupid joke with the moles and the mollasses is so stupid. It gets old easily. Make up a new one would you." He said before turning away and walking out the door.

We haven't talked since, ive tried texting him, calling him, but he seemed to be busy or just didn't wanna pick up.

I decided to leave him alone all summer. He did deserve it. I mean, he was the kindest person I know— well knew anyway. He was probably tired of bullying and I don't blame him.

The truth is, I loved him more than anything in the world I would tell him but he was my only friend, I couldn't ruin what we had.

I arrive my fist class to see Dan beside the only empty seat left.

"Well, some one is late for class. Exactly five minutes and thirty two seconds late," he looked at her watch as her glasses where hanging on by the top of her nose. "But I suppose you're getting used to a new schedule, I'll let this one slide miss y/l/n. Go take a seat beside mr, Howell." She said pointing her ruler.

Dan looked up at me and his face turned red.

I took a seat. I looked over to Dan and his jaw clinched. His face was still red.
"I hope you all picked good seats for yourself cause this will be the seats you sit in for the rest of the year.

I counted down the minutes till the bell rung.

"Alright, class! Do pages five through ten for home work. It's not hard it's just review so I expect one-hundreds out of all of you!"

She said as all of the 11th graders shuffled out of the class room not paying attention to what she's saying.

Now is break so I just buy a soda and walk to the library, I open the door to see Dan sitting at the table I always sit at with his math book out.

I walk in and lay my papers in front of Dan and I sit at the seat in front of him. I don't make eye contact.

He opens his mouth to say something but shuts it. I decide to not point him out.

"All football players come to the office to get fitted- all football players come to the office to get fitted"

He picks up his papers and shove them into his backpack. When he picks up his mathbook I see his muscles. He must've gotten them over summer.
He wasn't buff but he definitely had more than he had since I last seen him.

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There will be like a few parts I'm thinking three or two or maybe four idk :)
(I'm effin bad with titles)

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