First Love

Ten.

Amara's POV:

There I was standing in front of my house with Mark after an amazing day with Jimin and an even better evening with Mark himself. We went to get ice cream and talked underneath the stars for hours.

"Thanks for the night," I said looking into his eyes.

"The pleasure was all mine," he says smiling. He looks into my eyes and it seemed like we were staring at each other for centuries put together. He looked at my lips then back into my eyes. Soon enough his lips fell upon mine in a sweet manner. His soft lips pressed against mine and I kissed back. Our kiss was filled with passion. His hands found their way to my waist and he pulled me closer to him. I let my hands fall around his neck. He bit my lip and pulled away. Our foreheads connected and he looked at me almost as if he was scanning my face and making note of our moment. He lightly chuckled and I smiled. He let go of my waist and I let my hands slide from his neck.

He held on to my hands, "I had a lot of fun tonight. Can we do this again soon?" he asked and I nodded my head. He let go of my hands and walked away. After getting to his car he turned around and waved his hand.

Yoongi's POV:

I know I was being rude when I closed the door on Mark's face, but I just had to. I haven't been able to stop thinking about her; ever since that night when she said that I didn't love her. I couldn't stop thinking about how she still wore the necklace I had given to her, how she smiled. I was deep in thought, writing a new song when I saw Amara and Mark walk to the front door. I saw them kiss and my blood boiled. I was heart broken, furious, and jealous? No not jealous.

After she had gone into her room, I left mine. I grabbed my car keys and drove away. I drove as fast as I could and I let my body take control.

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After driving for about 15 minutes, I stopped at a familiar bar. I got out of the car and went inside. I sat down, "Give me your strongest," I called to the bartender.

He brought a bottle of vodka, "It's expensive," he said looking at my posture.

"I have the money," I shot back. He handed the bottle to me and I poured it out into several shot glasses. I took all the shots.

"I need a distraction, I need Mina," I mumbled as I walked out of the bar. I started the car and drove to her house. I knocked on her door and she opened it.

"Why are you here this late?" she inquired. I didn't answer and instead, I pushed her inside the house and closed the door behind me.

Mina's POV:

I didn't know what had gotten into to Yoongi. It has only been about two months since I became his girlfriend.

I heard a knock on the door of my apartment. I went to the door, scared since nobody drops by this late in the night. I opened the door and in front of me was Yoongi.

"Why are you here this late?" I asked. He didn't say anything and instead, he pushed me inside and pinned me up against the front door of my house. He reeked of alcohol. He looked into my eyes and down at my lips. Then he brought his face closer to mine and started roughly kissing me. I pushed him away slightly and looked into his eyes. His eyes were empty, almost like he was thinking about something else; no someone else.

"I want you," he whispered into my ear and went on to kiss my neck. I knew he wasn't thinking about me or us. This time I pushed him away by his chest, but he didn't stop. Instead, he held my waist and pulled me in closer. He forcefully pushed his lips to mine; in defeat, I kissed him back. I let my arms rest on his soulders. I moved my head down and started to leave hickeys on his milky skin. He groaned and moved his hands up my shirt. "Your bedroom," he whispered on my neck.

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After taking me into the bedroom he threw me onto the bed and stripped me of my clothes. Our bodies heated, he stripped himself and next thing I knew he was inside me. I moaned as he thrust in and out of me. My hands scratched his bareback. He finished with me and pulled up his jeans and wore his shirt.

"Stay with me," I whispered, creeping up behind him.

"I can't," he said and left the room. I tried running behind him but failed due to the excruciating pain that he had left my lower abdomen.

Yoongi's POV:

I felt better after fucking Mina. Don't get me wrong I love her, I'm just confused. I left her house as fast I could and got into my car. I sped through the empty roads and made my way back to the House of Bangtan. I checked my pockets to see that I didn't have the keys to the house. Although it was pretty late, I rang the doorbell. I waited for about two minutes when a small, fragile, but gorgeous figure opened the door. I recognized her instantly; it was Amara. Her smile faded when she saw me; her eyes stopped at the hickeys on my neck and then trailed to the lipstick smudged on my lips.

"You must be tired," she said, "I'm pretty sure you had a long night," she sighed. She let me inside, and I almost instantly fell onto the sofa. I let out a huge sigh. The look on Amara's face when she saw the marks left by Mina; was she sad?

"Here..." she said coldly while holding a glass of water up to my face.

"Amara..." I started to say, "I wa-," she cut me off.

"You should get up to your room... You need rest and your photo shoot is tomorrow," she said. "Take the ice and put it on your neck. Those hickeys need to be gone," she handed me an ice pack. Then she continued, "If you have scratches on your back, you need to get rid of them."