If This Works

14

We went to a motel. He opened the door. I know what he wants from me. He wants to enter me. I looked around. The bed was against a wall that was a mirror. It made me nervous. I sat down on the bed and looked at the room through the mirror. He put up a "do not disturb sign" in the door.

Hikaru came up to me from behind. He turned my head to his and kissed me softly. It was amazing. I felt a sensation travel all through my body. Everything became hot again. I laid back and tried to relax.

He took off my robe. Hikaru was taking off his own clothes. I held on to his neck and looked at myself through the mirror. I could hardly stand the way I looked.

Hikaru kissed my neck and licked my chest. He went and started to kiss and suck my erect nipples. He rubbed his cock over mine. I could feel every throb. I could feel the anticipation in him. He started to take off his underwear. While he tugged on mine. I looked down at his bare cock, it was the first time I saw one.

"Aki!" I moaned.

The ecstasy between us left. The air in the room changed. I let go of him. He rolled off me and on to the bed. Hikaru started to laugh. I don't even know why. It scares me.

"Your really not over him, are you?" He said though laughs.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to call his name. It's just that he was my first.....everything. Everything but this. I've never done this before. At least not all the way." I said. I was talking so fast just because I was nervous.

"Aki took you to bed before. I remember. I also remember that he kicked you out." Hikaru said.

"I'm sorry. I think I should just leave. I mess up everything." I said.

"Come on, you don't have to leave. We can still spend the night together. Might as well. I paid for the room for the night." He said.I

"What are we going to do then?" I asked.

"I don't know about you, but I'm going to take a shower."

I felt like I should say something to him.

"I'm really sorry. I hope I didn't ruin your night."

"You make my night better. Don't worry about it." He said.

"Thank you for not being mad at me." I said.

He nodded and went to the shower. I wrapped myself in a blanket and looked at my phone. Grandmother called me. I called her back to let her know I was fine and that she didn't have to expect me until the morning.

Then I felt like calling Aki. I felt really bad about what happened at the Festival. Hikaru seemed really protective over me. I didn't mind it, but he shouldn't have talked to Aki the way he did.

I actually wanted to know what Aki would have even said. We're not together, he hasn't responded to any of my calls or texts. He hasn't even noticed I'm alive. I really want to see him again. I should call him.

Hikaru opens the bathroom door and came out. He sat down on the bed. He took one look at me and another look at my phone. He didn't have anything on but his towel. Hikaru hovered over me and saw the name on my phone. I'd been staring at it now for a few minutes.

"You can call him if you want. Just don't do it around me. Go outside if you have to." He said, before he kissed my cheek.

"I'm not really sure if I should. He doesn't answer no matter what I do or say. What made today different?"

"He saw me. I'm with you now he can't stand that. Why don't you take a shower it'll make you feel better." He said.

"Thank you for understanding and being patient with me."

"It's not a problem."

I got in the shower and tried to take my mind off Aki. After I got out Hikaru and I talked for a while. I eventually fell asleep in his arms.