The Beginning

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Grieving is like being on a ferris wheel. One moment you're up and the next you're down. You just keep going around and around. I hate it so much. I'm so sick of it. It's like there's a pit in my stomach, sucking every bit of energy and happiness out of me. I went a whole day at work without talking to anyone unless I was asked something. My heart feels like there's a boulder on it, and there's an empty feeling following me everywhere I go, every second I breathe. It's suffocating. Sometimes I wish that I would die. I don't want to kill myself. I just want something to kill me and take the pain away. Please. Please. Please. Please. This pain. Please. Make it go away. I can't take it.

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