Confused Love (A Jaden and Eily Story)

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Eily Pov

Me: Jaden?!

I helped him get up off the floor. He looked badly bruised.

Me: We need to get you to a hospi-
Jaden: No, don't take me to a hospital. There gonna do it!
Me: Do what?
Jaden: They gonna put me in a mental health facility and keep me there for months. I don't-
Me: Oh my gosh, Jaden, what happened to your arm and yo wrist? Why is it so many scratches up and down it?
Jaden: It's nothing-
Me: Were you self-harming yourself?
Jaden: .....

He looked down in guilt.

Me: Oh my gosh Jaden 😭 Why?
Jaden: I just can't deal with the pain. This helps me cope with it-
Me: Oh nooo 😭 did I cause it. Is it because I'm not really in a relationship with you? It's me isn't it? 😭
Jaden: No, you my girl now, right?
Me: I mean, I guess we're together now.
Jaden: See we back together, that's not the problem. It's everything and everyone else who's just been fucking up my head. I just can't deal with it.
Me: Ohh-
Jaden : Come on, I'll walk you home. We can talk while we walking.

We got outside the school and went to a nearby sidewalk and started walking.

Me: Jaden, do you think you can stop it?
Jaden: Babe, to be honest, I don't know. I want to, but it helps me with the pain. It's like, I need something to fill in the gap.

Jaden Pov

It was a few tears coming from my eyes.

Eily: Aww Jaden Noo😭

I looked up at the sky. The sun was kind of setting.

Me: It's like, nobody care for me anymore. Everyone talks down on me. I'm just a disappointment. I might as well sit huddled up in a corner and die. I just can't -

Eily stopped in front of me and put her hands over my shoulders.
We gazed into each other's eyes, it is like we are seeing deep inside our souls.
I tried to stop crying, but it wouldn't stop coming out. I hate it when I cry in front of her.

Eily: Jaden , how many times do I have to tell you, everyone has a purpose in this world, and everyone includes you. Stop stressing over what everyone else says-
Me: But you don't understand. Even my mom said I was a disappointment. My mom! I loved her and she loved me, now she just throwing me away. I just can't -
Eily : Jaden, wait, calm down-
Me: How you want me to calm do-

She quickly, but softly, put her lips on my lips and I started kissing back slowly.
All of a sudden, I was not crying anymore. I started feeling safe in her arms.
I mean, she's just so perfect. Those soft, smooth lips that I could just suck on for hours while they just melt in my mouth. Eily just make all my problems go away.

I wanted to keep kissing so bad, but I stopped myself because I didn't want anyone just to be staring at us.

Me: Eily, thanks for all you have done for me. You like, a bandaid for my bruises. You the love of my life.
Eily: Anytime, I don't want anyone being depressed. Just positive vibes, ya know.

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But you know, I've learned alot over the past few years. Even though I can't really get over my issues, I still have that one person in my heart who can help and deal with me.
The special girl, Eily Imolehin 🙂

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Unknown Pov

??: So everyone, I wanted you all to come here because we all have one common goal.

???: Yup, we all have it.

??: I'm not going to do it now, but in the next year or so, we're doing it.

???: Yes sir.

????: Um sir, do you think this is a good idea?

??: Yes , it's a good idea. I taught this boy his whole life how to survive on the streets, and he's doing this now....Haaaa, he ain't got no purpose here.

????: I guess you're right.

??: And if you can get the girl too, you can include her.

????: Yes Sir.

??: It's time for a new way of life around here!

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