Confused Love (A Jaden and Eily Story)

44.

Jaden Pov
9:00PM

I arrived at Yan's house and knocked on the door, and he answered.

Yan: Wassup playboyy?
Me: Can you tell Eily to come down here?
Yan: Yeah hold up. EILY BRING YO ASS DOWNN HEREEEE!!
She'll be here in a second sir. I have to go back in the house and do something.

He left, but Eily came shortly after.

Eily: BABYY!! *hugging me tight*
Me: I gotta tell you something *hugging back *

I had let go of her. She sounded so happy tonight, oh lord help me.

Eily: What you gotta tell me?? 🤗
Me: Well you seeee at the party I went to-
Eily : What? You had fun tonight? 😊

Ohhh lorrdd

Me: I did it again...
Eily: Did what?
Me: I- I got high and started making out with this girl 😔

Her smile went down quickly to looking sad. Look what I've done.

Me: Wait no, don't be sad-

I tried to hug her, but she pushed me off.

Eily: Get the fuck off me Jaden..
Me: I didn't mean it. I shouldn't have smoked, it messed up my head, and I wasn't thinking. And then I seen Ben, and he said he was sorry, and I forgave him-
Eily: I'm done with you.
Me: No-
Eily: Yes!! You freaking did it again, and this time you kinda knew what you were doing! You even talking to Ben! Ben!! What the fuck is wrong with you! Even though what he did was 2 years ago, he messed up my family, and you were mad at him too! Then you turn your back on me, talk to them, then get high and talk to other girls! I'm just freaking done, fuck you !

It were tears streaming down her face. She tried to close the door, but I stopped it.

Me: Wait Eily, please 😭😭
Eily: And I was gonna get you some fucking chains by Ben Baller for your birthday. And a ring to show that I really loved you, but I guess that doesn't matter anymore.
So, bye Jaden, don't talk to me, don't call, no nothing.

She closed the door in my face.

Ouch, damn 😞😔

I fucked up once again.
I shouldn't have done those things, but I did.

I got me an Uber to go home again.

I don't even care about my birthday anymore. I care about Eily, and I broke her heart, again. She cried infront of me, and she barely even cries ...

I walked in the house and went to my room. I just started crying like a bitch. My mother came in my doorway.

Mom: What's wrong??
Me: I lost my girl, again . I messed up 😢.
Mom: What did you do?
Me: I was just with another girl , and things happened. I told Eily about, and now she's heartbroken. She told me not to ever talk to her again. 😕
Mom: Maybe it's for the best. I mean, you should probably move on from Eily. She probably doesn't want you now. She's gonna move on.
Me: What??
Mom: I'm saying forget about her and go to the girl that you was messing with. It's a good idea, you're probably not good enough for Eily.
Me: Are you even on my side anymore?
Mom: I'm just trying to tell you. Eily isn't meant for you. Just move on.
Me: But you don't understand mom. I love her so much. She's my world, my everything, my whole heart. She's there when you're not here, when you're with yo lil boyfriend getting high and drunk and shit. You know, I ain't even meet the nigga yet, who is he??
Mom: Jaden, don't you dare talk to your mother like that! My boyfriend doesn't concern you at all little boy! And your little precious Eily is breaking you apart!!
Me: No, she's not really breaking me apart forreal, you are breaking me apart!
Mom: Boy-

She took my phone off the corner of the bed and threw it.
My phone was super shattered , it was already fuckin cracked before she threw it.

Me: What you doing mama??!!! Shit, almost broke my damn phone!! You shattered that shit!!
Mom: Put it in rice, it'll fix!

She walked off. What the fuck is wrong with this lady??
I swear I wanted to fight her or something, but I just can't put my hands on a female, especially my mom. Even though I highly dislike her right now.

Well I guess I don't have a phone now. I gotta buy a new one.

What a great night before my birthday.

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