What's Wrong With Me...?

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Please, just tell me...

What's wrong with me...?

Do I need a higher dosage?

Tell me what you see

Just tell me I'm not crazy

And I'm still in control...

And please...

Tell me...

I still have a human soul...

When I slit my wrists...

Please give each one a kiss...

When I bawl all night...

Tell me I'm alright...

When I see black rain...

Tell me I'm still sane..

When I miss my prescription...

And more than usual I frown...

Please...tell me I won't drown...

Please tell me that I'm okay...

Please tell me that my mind won't go astray...

Please...

Just tell me...

What is it that I need?

Maybe a higher dosage...?

Or maybe just more focusing?

I just want an answer

To what I am feeling

And what I need...

To begin my healing

Because no matter what...

In the end...

It's the same...

I will rise again...

And again...

With even more strain

And not because I'm strong...

But because...

I just...

Want to know...

What the Hell...

Is wrong...?

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