Poems of Depression

What, to Feel...?

There are some many emotions

Some viewed as negative and bad

But Rage, is a powerful motivator, so what, say that?

Depression is a loss

Of what to feel, because there is no gain

But what if, my Remorse, begins  to make me, feel pain

Insanity is a feeling, not a state of mind

Because they say I'm okay

When I want, to fucking die

Is that normal...then again, what is...?

Because familiarity breeds contempt

And I have had too much to feel

So maybe that's why

I just have no care

Whether I'm healthy

Or ill

Because after all

There is just me

Me and these feelings

Of Remorse, Rage, and Depression

But I can't forget

This fucking Insanity

And the reason is because

There are times where I'm glee

Because I'm not necessarily feeling anything

I'm just going through the motions

Of my emotions

Just sort of, experiencing...

Maybe, if I make a deal, with these emotions

To let them take control, so I can finally feel Human...

Why the Hell, not...?

Let's make a deal...

After all...

There is always the question...

What, to Feel...?