I wasn't the same...
After my Happiness slipped away
Gone...
...like a whisper, and it left me astray...
I don't know what to feel...
...not anymore...
...I am nothing like who I was before...
"Things change" is what they all say...
But they don't know what it's like, everyday...
I was a hyper, chipper child...
That greeted everyone with a smile...
Little did they know...
...it would be gone for a while...
Now I'm distant...
Feeling detached from myself...
It would seem as if...
...I'm being controlled...
...by the demons in my head...
What do I have to do...
To be happy once again...?
Be the bright chipper child, everyone once held...
There is nothing I can do...I'm dying inside...
But...they would know that...if they looked me in the eyes...
It's not their fault...but it's not fair...
I am the one who avoids that stare...
Tear after tear...they roll down my cheek...
...Someone...help me find...
...the Happiness I seek...
Too many welling up...
...too many tears...
...It hurts to let them fall...
...I bawl for what seems like years...
I don't know what to do...
...someone help me feel...
...the happiness...
...that is concealed...
...yet...I'm crying...
...and screaming and dying...
...I...
...am still...
...smiling...
...and as long as I smile...
...each and every day...
...everything...
...will be okay...
...Happiness gone...
...like a whisper in the night...
...but...
...as long...
...as I
Smile...
...everything will be alright...
...right...?
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Poems of Depression
PoetryOkay...The poems written in this story will be about what I'm going through or have gone through while dealing with my disorders. Long-story-short...they will be depressive. *COPYRIGHT NOTICE* All of the poems in this story are written by me and hav...
