i've been thinking about a girl lately. It's been a while since we talked last time and i miss her, kind of? I am not talking about any lover or smth like that, she is more like a long loved friend which protected me for so long.
My life is changing drastically at the moment and i dont know what to feel. My feelings are just so chaotic and i AM feeling them wanting to come out of my heart, meanwhile, me trying to keep them in there, not to cause any trouble.
The only thing that rescues me in such a time like this is the music i love. I want to start things again i stopped doing because of the loss of time.
I am not sure what this is and what it's gonna be but this is my first entry into this "book"
YOU ARE READING
random thoughts
Randomthere are things deep down in the back of my head. thoughts I can't speak out loud, but write down here. this is a way to express my inner self, so feel free to read
