random thoughts

pt. 15 - a rainy day

It's dark
The sun is blocked by the deep grey clouds which are floating in front of her
Everything is empty, the streets, the malls, the offices
Everything is quiet
The only thing which is to be listened to is the rain which started as a little dripping
The window is closed and it looks like it would be a painting
A deep grey painting
But then it starts to become some little drops
They start slowly
They begin to collect each other and race down that deep grey painting
They summon many lines and the painting is not plain grey anymore
It ends
The rain ends

It took a pause to come back even harder
Now it feels like buckets of water are being poured down from the roofs of the world
Your painting turns into a waterfall
You cant see the racing of your lines anymore
All you can see is the watery deep grey
Which reminds you of yourself when your tears come up your eyes
When you try to hold them in so they gather in front of your eyes
That's what you see through your window
Why does it feel so sad?
Everything is drowning in water
The streets turn into little river
The plants are getting soaked
The darkness just swallows every bit of light it can get in it's hands
Everything is grey
Everything is drowning
Everything is just so sad.

Suddenly it stops
The clouds took everything they got and leave
The sun fights it's way through the disappearing clouds
Some lines are appearing on your light grey painting
They are yellow, bright, nearly white
You can see how the baby blue is taking over your painting
Everything starts to shimmer
It feels like someone poured a bunch of glitter over everything
You got enough
You don't want to just stand in front of that painting
So you rip it open
Nothing is between you and it anymore
Now you realize everything you missed before
The smell, the sound, the feeling
You close your eyes to cherish everything you discover now
A rainy day turns from sad to ???
Something words can't describe

A rainy day.