If I knew that we would meet as strangers and forget each other as strangers
If I knew that the time we spent together was a waste of time
If I knew that you would leave me like that
If I knew that I would be left behind in pain
If I knew all that, I wouldn't have done anything in the first place
If I knew, I wouldn't have texted you that one day
I wouldn't have started to be obsessed with you
I wouldn't have become dependent on you
I wouldn't have been through so much pain
But if I knew, I wouldn't have met you
I wouldn't have spent the most beautiful year of my 16 years with you
I wouldn't have laughed so much
I wouldn't have been flustered that much
I would have missed everything
But I still would've chosen to not do it in the first place
If I knew
If I knew
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random thoughts
Randomthere are things deep down in the back of my head. thoughts I can't speak out loud, but write down here. this is a way to express my inner self, so feel free to read
