For The Rainy Days

My Love

My Love

I have a love I cant escape,

A love that's not mine in any shape,

I lack the strength to forget,

I close my eyes and remember; yet

I don't have the strength to deny

That what I say is not a lie.

You're not mine so I cant tell you how much

I want your hand to clutch.

What lengths do I have to go,

What a surprise you still don't know;

Lacking intelligence made me see it to late

The loneliness must be my fate.

What will I become? I cant say,

I'm still only going day to day;

I can mold myself to fit in

To be friendly and wear make up on my skin.

What you want in me I can reflect

Even if it means to lose my self-respect.

Nobody will be nicer than I,

No one else will believe every lie,

I can be just as good as who

I want to be, it will take time that's true

But I'll be what you want from me

And then you may finally see

I can smile, and stand at your side,

But I know the feelings I have I must hide,

For you don't feel the way I do

And how I feel you don't have a clue.

You see I'm stuck, and it has the key,

The love, that symbolizes me.