For The Rainy Days

Fire Within

Fire Within

I love you, though I hate it.

You're all over my mind, on every bit.

The hollowness doesn't go away,

I think it's getting worse every passing day.

I don't want you in my life,

But you not being here hurts, it stabs like a knife.

There's a fire inside of me.

No one understands that it burns, they can't see.

You act like its me who's to blame,

it's as if you have no shame.

I miss you, but you aren't a good person for me.

I cry, but only over the person I thought you could be.

It's funny how things change.

The feeling is quite strange.

There's a fire in me I can't tame.

I get more burnt, more scared, with every flame.

I'm trying to move on from you,

But you're like a sickness, like the flu.

I don't understand how I feel,

It still doesn't seem real.

The fire within hurts everyday.

I feel empty besides the fire, like I'm made of clay,

But I'll continue on my way,

Finding someone, who might actually stay.