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A/N: DOUBLE UPDATE HOORAY BUT IM GONNA POST CHAPTER 12 IN AN HOUR SO JUST YOU WAIT BUT IT'LL BE WORTH IT I PROMISE :-)

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Chapter 11

I was lying on my bed. 3 days have passed since the jellyfish drama. The car ride on that day was hella awkward. Shane kept quiet while Christa cuddled beside him. I just put on my earphones, zoned out and slept all the way.

It was now 4:00AM. I can't really sleep because my mind is filled with midnight thoughts and midnight questions like Shane really hasn't called or dropped by our house so what happened? One day we were just about to kiss and then the next day, he was kissing another girl. I thought we had some frisson? Did I got all the signals wrong? Were there even signals? Or is it just me trying to make something out of nothing?

I got up my bed and gripped my hair out of frustration. Grr. I stood up and quietly tiptoed inside Anna's room. I got on her bed and nudged her softly.

"Hey wake up." I said.

She stirred a little but didn't open her eyes. I nudged her again and she let out a low groan, fluttering her eyes open. "What?" she hissed.

"Wanna go watch the sunrise with me?" I said. She rubbed her eyes and got out of the bed.

We didn't bother to change. We just took the keys of my car and drove quietly on Woodsburg Hill. We climbed up quietly and sat on a patch of grass just underneath an oak tree.

"So how are you and Ben?" I asked trying to make small talk.

She rolled her eyes but smiled a little. "He told me he likes me."

"Yiee. My little sissy is growing up." I teased and nudged her playfully.

"And I kinda told him that that's nice but I wanna be just friends for now. I told him that let's just get to know each other for now and what happens, happens." she continued.

"Little miss heartbreaker." I teased.

She shrugged. "Hey it's not like we're gonna rush into a relationship or something. We're like 12."

I chuckled. "You're right and that's a smart thing to do."

"Well, I am smart" she smirked. "Anyway how are you and Shane?"

"I'm fine, thanks for asking. Him? I have no idea." I replied nonchalantly.

"Oooh. Someone's bitter." she teased. "I though you guys had something?"

"Yea, well, I thought so too." and then I told her about what happened in the diner and ocean park. She just listened quietly and nodded at me. After I was done, I feel a smudge better.

"That's really sucks. I ship you guys really hard." she commented.

"Ship?"

"Yep! Team Khane all the way!! Honk honk! whooo!" she clapped her hands like a crazy squeal.

I laughed "And you call me weird?"

She laughed too. "You're weirder than me you know."

"I agree."

"Anyway, I ship you guys so much because when you're together, everything you do is just sweet and not in a gaggy, mushy way but in a natural way and it all comes out naturally like when he puts his arms around you like he's been doing that for awhile and yea, you don't even try to be sweet. Plus when you look at each other, there's fireworks." she rambled.