Moving on - g.d

N i n e t e e n

I couldn't sleep. I was constantly turning over, throwing the covers off of me, pulling them back over me, simply not being able to get comfortable. It was the first time in weeks that I had slept alone and it was the only reason as to why it was so difficult now.

Jack had been amazing all night and was so kind as to let me sleep in his bed as he took the couch. The bed covers smelt of him and although it was a pleasant smell, it wasn't Grayson's scent and it annoyed me just to be thinking like that.

Sitting up, I sighed in annoyance at myself, I couldn't take it anymore. Grabbing my jacket and slipping on my slippers, I quietly left Jack's room and made my way to the elevator.

As it stirred into action, I pulled my jacket tighter around myself, it was extremely cold, the hotel only had heating in the rooms, not the hallways. Finally, I stood outside my door and I began to think.

Surely Grayson would be asleep by now, it was the early hours of the morning and we had a plane to catch at 7am. How stupid could I have been?

That still didn't however, stop me from knocking gently on the door. I strained to hear anything that indicated that Grayson was awake but instead I was greeted by excruciatingly painful silence. With a disheartened emotion, I turned from the room, taking one step away before I heard the door swing open suddenly.
"Cass?"

Just hearing his voice made the tears fall down my cheeks and as I turned to him, his eyes saddened. He quickly ran to me, scooping me in his arms, holding me to him protectively, kissing my forehead and gently wiping my tears, thought that was pointless since they continued to fall in a steady stream.

"I'm so sorry baby... I don't know what I was thinking but you need to believe me when I promise that it'll never happen again. I was so fucking stupid. I've lost my brother for a while and I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost you. You're my happiness..." he whispered, planting a kiss on my forehead, looking at me with such sincerity that I nodded slowly, allowing myself to slowly relax in his arms.
"I-I forgive you, but I don't want to sleep in there tonight... I'll sit with you on the plane." I whispered as he nodded, running a hand through his dishevelled hair.
"That's all I ask for."

After a final hug, he retreated back into his room and I made my way back to Jacks room where my manager was already up when I got back.
"Have you made up with him?" He asked, not looking up from the issue of vogue he was reading.
"How did you know I was there?" I asked, surprised that he could guess.
"I know you, you love him too much to let do." Jack said simply as I sighed, he wasn't wrong.
"Yeah... well... we did make up." I said as he smiled, sipping his tea as he flipped the page.

"Okay."

With a frown, I decided to change, there was no point going back to bed since we had to leave in an hour anyway so I would've only gained an extra 30 minutes sleep maximum anyway.

Instead, I decided to make myself a coffee, sitting on the couch and scrolling through my social media's. I liked comments and posts from fans, smiling as they got excited that I'd noticed them. It was still crazy for me to think that I had fans, especially loyal ones too!
It was though my life had completely transformed, I had gone from the bullied schoolgirl to a worldwide supermodel, and it was all thanks to Grayson, Ethan and Jack.

Grayson, for helping me at the gym, Ethan for supporting me in everything I did and of course, Jack for seeing the potential in me. I'll forever be grateful of those three people in my life.

"Cassidy? Are you ready to go?" Jack called, snapping me from my thoughts that had been occupying my mind for the last half hour.
"Yeah. I just need to grab my stuff from my room." I called back, pulling on my shoes and jogging to my room, where Grayson was just locking up.

He smiled as he saw me, kissing my cheek causing me to smile in return.
"You okay?" He asked as I nodded, grabbing my suitcase and bag and waiting for Grayson to do the same.

We walked to the lobby together in comfortable silence before handing in the key and clamouring into the cab that Jack had booked for us.
"Took your time." He muttered as he watched us get in beside him, making me stick my tongue out childishly as a response.

"Cassidy, the makeup company rang earlier and they want to know what you want to call your line and what sort of these it'll have." Jack told me as Grayson turned to me, his eyes wide.
"You're getting your own makeup line?" He exclaimed.
Shit...

"I forgot to tell you, I only found out the day that Ethan... you know..." I mumbled as my boyfriend nodded in understanding.
"Yeah, don't worry, I understand." He smiled, wrapping his arm around my shoulder as I looked at Jack.

"Well I was thinking of calling it Sweet Cheeks and having it sort of candy themed? Such as for cream contour we could call it chocolate mousse? I don't know, I just thought that could be fun..." I shrugged as his eyes widened in excitement.
"That's an amazing idea! I'm actually jealous that I didn't think of that!" Jack exclaimed as I laughed, resting my head on Grayson's shoulder.

I was going to become more famous...

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End of chapter!
Ahh they made up! Do you think they should have? And what do you think of Sweet Cheeks? Good enough to eat?
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-Ky 💜