Moving on - g.d

E i g h t

"Cass, you can't go, not while you're like this, ask them to reschedule or something!" Grayson exclaimed, watching me helplessly as I packed my bags for a photo shoot for Hilfiger in China.
I sighed, sitting on the edge of my bed and looking up at him, "It doesn't work like that Gray and you know it, you used to be a model before I even met you remember?"

His silence confirmed my response and I continued packing, sending him a quick glance as I packed my more revealing lingerie. His eyes widened at this and he ran over, taking them from my hands, "You don't need to take them! They're mine, well not mine but only I can see you in them!"
I raised my eyebrows, "Who said anyone was going to see me in them? I'm not a cheat Gray." I sighed, as his cheeks reddened at his mistake.
"I-I know but accidents happen!" He stammered as I smiled slightly at his nervousness.

"Don't worry, you're the only one who will see me like that." I whispered, gently pressing my lips to his before pulling away slowly.
"Do you think E will say bye..?" I asked, looking down, still upset that Ethan hasn't forgiven me yet, he really was mad.
"Honestly babe, I'm not sure but I can help you forget about him..." Gray rasped, pulling me closer and kissing me passionately.

A gasp escaped my lips at his sudden actions yet I eagerly responded, knowing what was to come next.

His lips trailed to my neck and he kissed the skin, gently scraping his teeth across the surface before leaving a dark purple mark in his tracks. I wasn't supposed to get hickeys as part of my job but in that moment I didn't care, they could always use photoshop.

"You're gorgeous..." Gray whispered, gently removing my clothes and leaving goosebumps whenever his fingertips brushed my skin. Every sense was heightened and I found myself eagerly anticipating his next moves.

"I love you Cass, do you want to do this? I know we've done it before but I need your permission to do this, I need to be able to know that this is what you want at this very moment." He breathed, worry etched on his face as he awaited my answer.

"Of course I do!"
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We both collapsed on the bed beside each other, bodies slick with sweat and our breathing heavy. I hadn't done it many times with Gray but every time it happened, it made me fall for him a little more, something I would consider to be impossible, I always thought I couldn't love him more than I did.

"Wow..."
My thoughts exactly.
"I wish you wasn't leaving babe because I would definitely be up for that again every morning." He winked. A blush furiously crawled up my cheeks and I buried my head in his toned chest, not wanting him to see how vulnerable I was towards him.

"Hey Cass, I just- Oh! Crap sorry!" Ethan exclaimed, walking in but quickly walking out as the situation registered in his head.
"I'll wait downstairs!" He shouted, the stairs creaking as he bolted down them.

"Well that was awkward..." I mumbled, grabbing Gray's t-shirt and pulling it on.
At this, Grayson laughed loudly, "Only for you babe, he's my twin brother, we've seen each other naked."

I sighed, shrugging and acting as though that didn't bother me, when in reality, it did. Ethan liked me and he'd just walked in on his brother and I who had been doing the dirty only minutes before.

Walking downstairs, I heard Ethan drumming his hands lightly on the table, I bit my lip hard, before gathering the courage to walk in. Once his attention turned to me, he quickly stood up and ran his hand through his hair and shot me a small, nervous smile.

"Cass! Uh sorry about interrupting then... I just wanted to tell you that I haven't forgiven you but I will miss you while you're away, I think by time you come back, I will have forgiven you but only if you're back to normal... Right now, I don't want to be here, I'd rather be anywhere else if I'm being totally honest, but I'd hate myself if I didn't come and say goodbye and it would make me a crappy friend..."

I didn't say a word, instead, I simply wrapped my arms around him and hugged him tightly, inhaling his scent deeply and sighing in contentment at the familiarity. I felt him hesitate but finally his strong arms pulled me closer to him, making me able to feel how much he'd miss me.

"Oh so I see you've finally made up!" Grayson exclaimed, walking in with a wide smirk on his face.
"Nope, but I will miss her." Ethan sighed, slowly pulling away from the embrace and stretching.
"Well I think I'm gonna go now, remember, you better be well when you come back." Ethan warned as my smile dropped.
"Don't go..." I whispered as his face softened and I thought that I had him in the palm of my hand.

"No, I can't stay, I need to go..." he said quietly, exiting through the kitchen door, causing my heart to drop.
My boyfriend sensed my sadness at this and gently kissed my cheek, lifting me up easily, bridal style.
"Don't worry, he'll be fine when you come back and you're fine and healthy, now let's finish your packing."

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-Ky 💜