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Addi,

I'll put this simple and to the point, the reoccurring dreams can mean:
There's something I haven't acknowledged and I'm stressed about it.

When the reoccurring dream has a specific person over and over in it, it can mean:
I'm thinking about said person.
I'm worried about said person.
Resolving my feelings about losing said person.
Making amends with said person.
Tieing up loose ends with said person.

Helping me forgive myself, for killing said person.

Did you figure out that said person is you?

The reason for the dreams can be linked to my mental health:
PTSD
Survivors Guilt
Depression
Anxiety

See the thing with me is-

There's a lot of things you don't know about me Addi.

Let me see...

Dreams about death can mean:
I'm attempting to resolve anger or anxiety towards myself.
The symbolic ending of something in my life, like a phase.

I don't know what to do with all of this information, but I know one things for certain. I have to talk to Dr.Tal about this.
I can't go through it alone.

I tried that before and it didn't work.

Mark Isaiah

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