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Addison,

I had told Tal I would be ready to speak to him on Friday, after the foolish words left his lips that he thought his wife was gone,
made the realization that you are gone. Reality.

I mean I always new you were gone, but hearing him say that angered me to a point where I even debated burning this notebook and canceling my therapy sessions indefinitely.

Hopefully I can try again on Friday to talk about Benny. He's played a huge part in my progress and I feel as though I owe it to Tal to at least try and show him a good result after 4 years.

I think it angered me most because I miss you, and you aren't here so I don't get to just come home and see you after a week or two of feeling sad.

I don't get to do what he does.
Because you're truly gone.

Mark Isaiah

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