How can you sleep at night?
While I mentally replay our fights.
How can you laugh with your friends?
While I remember all our inside jokes.
How do you look at the stars and not think of me?
When you were my star and synonym of ecstasy.
You were the only drug I wanted.
How do you kiss other girls and hold their waist?
While I remember the taste of your lips.
How can you look at me and not crumble inside?
While every bit of me is reliving that night like it just happened.
How can you be so proud of breaking my heart?
While I sit there, clutching my chest like a ruined piece of art.
How do you not miss the moments we shared?
Every kiss, every I love you, every single time we laughed together, every time we just lay there in silence, reminiscing over old memories.
How?
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Şiirso when you feel lonely, please don't dwell, for everyone's in their own personal hell.