ALPHA BRANDON { On Hold }

ΔWhy? 1.0

What have I done?

I have no doubt that I am going to be cursed by the moon for disrespecting my other half.

Who slaps their mate, just who?

Psychos, that's who.

Immediately my palm landed on his cheek, it took me a while to realise what I had done. So when I did, I took off as fast as my legs could carry me into the night, praying and hoping he wasn't following behind me.

My inner beast kept howling at the back of my mind for me to stop and hear him out at least. She didn't want to be part of my stubbornness. All she wants is just her other half but just the thought of it was toxic to my mind.

I refocused myself and listened to the heavy thumping of his footsteps which could be heard from a distance. I looked behind me only to realise he's catching up with me... With every strength I had, I ran.

And I think it's an already established fact that nothing ever goes my way.

I was tackled to the ground by a force larger than mine but I had no doubt it was my mate, the sparks were proof.

We remained in the same position, relishing the bond until I shove him off of me.

"why are you following me? "

My heart constricts at the thought of Logan with another female but I tried not to let it show on my face. A very uncomfortable silence settled between us while I advert my gaze to my surroundings.

Out of the corner of my eye, I could see him reaching out for my hand but I jerked backwards, glaring at him.

My wolf howls in pain at the rejection, all she wants is to get closer to her other half which isn't what I want.

"look Keith, it's just for a while until I can show you off as mine. It's not that I don't want you, it's just better to stay away from you which is why I suggested that. There's a lot of things going on that are better left unsaid... Please understand and I know I've been a jerk but you just came out of nowhere claiming to be my mate and every plan I had of getting out of this mess went down the drain" he reaches for my hand again and I jerk backwards, this time faster.

The mate bond isn't something I would want to explore.

I took in a deep breath, before dropping the bomb.

"I don't want you or a mate or anyone and I can't reject you either. Lets just watch each other from the sidelines and be miserable. It's better that way" I said, sounding as solemn as I could.

"you should just reject me, because I won't be your backup plan or rebound when you realise your mistake. Goodbye Keith " his words were like needles pricking my heart. My wolf howls even louder at the thought of her mate not being by her side.

Was that really what I was doing? Using him as a rebound?

I watch sadly with a heavy heart as his back faded with the greens.

Now I'm not even sure what I'm fighting for anymore, but one thing I'm sure of is that it isn't my happiness.

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