FATE

Chapter 41

(Derek's car above^^^)

Matthew's P.O.V.

"Daddy! D-Daddy..." I whimpered as I ran into the kitchen. He was sitting at the table sipping his morning tea. When he saw the look on my face he stood immediately.

"Angelo what's wrong?"

I shook my head trying to hold back my tears. "I- can I go see Derek?" Daddy looked at me with angry eyes. "Are you kidding me?! No you can not go see Derek!! Don't ever ask me that again!!" I choked on a sob as tears rolled down my cheeks. "Y-You don't understand.... I-I need to see him....please daddy...it's important.."

"Angelo what did I tell you?! You're not allowed to hang around that boy under any circumstances!! That's final!!"

My head started hurting. I didn't want no to be his answer. I need to see Derek now. I made my way back into my room and grabbed my phone off the table stuffing it into my pocket. I grabbed my shoes and socks slipping them on and then made my way downstairs. Daddy saw me. "Where are you going?" It took everything in me to not respond but I had to go. I know I'm probably being really rude but I can't lose Derek. He genuinely makes me happy. My heartbeat sped up as daddy stood. "Angelo where do you think your going?" I took a deep breath and bolted for the door. I made it out!

I kept running until I reached the next block. I knew I couldn't come home tonight. Daddy is pissed at me and I really don't want him to hit me.

I sat on the curb and took a deep breath. What am I doing?

I reached into my pocket and grabbed my phone dialing the only person I'm doing all this for.

"Hi baby. I miss you. Why aren't you in school?"

Just hearing his voice made tears come to my eyes. "D-Derek....I-" I couldn't finish my sentence loud sobs escaped my mouth as I buried my face into my knees. Derek is gonna hate me because of Austin. Now daddy hates me because of this whole situation.

"Baby what's wrong- no don't move in coming to get you. Are you home?"

I shook my head forgetting that he couldn't see me. "N-No I'm a-around the block.." I heard his keys in the background. "Alright baby hang in there. I'll be there in ten minutes. Ok?" Once again I nodded. "O-Okay.."

I was so nervous to talk to Derek about this. Everything  was just overwhelming. I don't want him to beak up with me for this. I don't even know why my body acted that way. Why can't Austin just leave me alone? I mean yes I still want him to be nice to me but I want him to be nice from a distance. Why would he treat me like that if he liked me so much in the first place? He literally hated me and now he did a complete three sixty. I never looked as Austin as more than a brother. I mean that would be wrong if I did, right?

I jumped hearing tires screech against the road. I saw the beautiful Ferrari come into view. Derek. My heartbeat sped up and my palms started to sweat. The only thing that was in my mind was he's gonna hate me. More tears fell down my cheeks as I watched him get out of the car. He came over and sat down beside me.

"Hi baby." He kissed my temple and wrapped his arm around me. "What's wrong?"

I sighed as his scent filled my nose. I love that smell. My eyes fluttered closed as he pulled me closer and rubbed small circles on my back. "You can tell me. It's ok."

I shook my head and whimpered. I was trying so hard to keep everything together. I have to tell him.

I wiped the tears from my eyes and took a deep breath. "I-I'm sorry Derek." With that I broke down. I felt so ashamed and afraid of what he might think of me. I just couldn't bring myself to say it.

I felt a tender kiss pressed to my forehead. "Baby calm down. Ok? Everything thing is fine. Let me take you back to my house and then we can talk about what happened."

He scooped me into his arms and carried me over to his car. I like his car because it's fancy and it sits nice and low so it's always so smooth when he drives. I'm hope the smooth ride can calm my nerves.

He placed me in the car strapping me in and then closed the door. My hands were shaking. I was so afraid. I love Derek so much and I just don't want him to leave me because of this. The thought of him saying the words 'we're done' caused me to break down crying all over again. I buried my face into my hands. I want all this to go away. Please.

I felt my body jerk back slightly as Derek stepped on the gas. "Baby please stop crying. You're making me so nervous. Just relax."

A/N: Hey guysssss

How do you think Derek is going to react?

What would you do if you were in his shoes?