What I Need... (GxG)

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   "Drew where the fuck have you been?", An angry Alex towered over me.

"Oh sorry, Alex. I thought I texted you..."

"Thought you texted me? Thought?! You are so selfish and irresponsible! I'm sick and tired of you! Get out! You can't stay with me anymore"

Shaken, I could barely form words to say to her. I blubbered and cried all over her as she dragged me out the door. 

"Please Alex No! "

She through me out the door and slammed the door shut. I sat there crying when suddenly the door opened and Alex appeared again.

"I forgot something." Her face held no emotion, but a wave of hope swept through me and I got up.

"What was it?" I smiled and she smiled back

"This" She opened her mouth and her jaw unhinged and sank lower and lower

"Alex! What the fuck is happening?!"

She took a step forward and swallowed me whole.

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I woke up with a jump. What a weird fucking dream, but it reminded me that I needed to call Alex. She was probably freaking out. Fuck. I moved Kehlani's arms and sprang out of bed, running to where my clothes were. Digging through all my pockets, I finally found my phone. It was dead. 

"Shit.shit.shit.shit" 

Kehlani stirred in her sleep and turned to peer at me.

"Drew, what the hell? Whats wrong?"

"Oh Kehlani! You're up! Can I use your phone really quick?"

I probably looked like a madman, but she must've decided not to say anything and just nodded slowly, handing me her now unlocked phone. 

I quickly typed in Alex's number and it rung twice before she picked up.

A groggy Alex answered, "hello?Who is this?

"Oh my god! It's me, Alex! I'm so sorry for not texting you or calling you. I know you probably want to kill me right now, but I'm safe and not dead in a ditch somewhere. Forgive me and don't kick me out or eat me!"

I was met with silence, "What the fuck, Drew? Eat you? Calm down. I know your okay. You're boss told me you were with her'

I broke my neck at Kehlani, who was watching me amusedly "She what?"

"I was calling you and she picked up the phone instead. Told me you were at her place. By the way, why are you at her place?"

"Oh, well that's a long story..."

"Well, anyway be careful. You knew how you were last time things went south with her."

I could her the worry creeping in her voice, "It's not like that this time", I assured her

"Okay, okay. I won't press, I just don't want you getting hurt. I hate seeing you like that"

I blushed, thank god she couldn't see me "I know, Alex. I promise you I'm good. I'll see you later tonight. I love you"

I saw Kehlani's brows furrow at that, but I ignored her. 

"Okay. Bye, Alex." I hung up feeling so relieved and I handed Kehlani's phone back to her. Her face was still scrunched up. 

She remained silent and I realized she wasn't going to say anything till I asked her what was wrong, so I did.

"...Keh, what's wrong?"

She humphed, "Why were you so excited to yell someone else's name?"

"Oh my god Keh, you're such a baby. That's just my roomate."

 I walked to her so I could straddle her, I began to plant kisses all over her face. She smiled and kiss me back, then muttered, "Your baby"

I laughed, "Yes, my baby. "

Her hands gripped my ass, "But if I'm being honest... I'd rather you call me daddy". She then nipped above my collarbone. I squealed as she began to nip all over my neck, while keeping me on her lap.

"Agh, Keh! Stop!" I choked out in between breaths, "It tickles!"

She stopped and laid her head on my chest, "You know she likes you, right? Your roommate?"

I looked down at her, bewildered, "Who? Alex? Kehlani, she's just my roommate. We've been friends forever."

She sighed, "You wouldn't see it anyway. Just know you're mine."

I decided to ignore her previous comments and just smiled and kissed her forehead, "I'm yours and you're mine."

Minutes later, I broke the silence, "We have to go to work tomorrow."

She groaned and fell back on the bed, " Ugh, Do we really?"

I leaned over her, "Yes, we do... Ms.Parrish"

"As sexy as it sounds to have you say my name like that, do we have to be talking about work? I wish we could just stay in this moment forever"

I could feel the nervousness rolling off her, I laid down on her chest, "I would love that, but we'd have to leave her sometime. Did you really expect to keep this hidden forever?"

I tried not to let my hurt feelings seepi into my words, but when I think about my relationship with Kehlani, it's not in this apartment. I want her to meet my friends and "family", I want to travel and explore with her. But I don't know if she's ready for that.

She opened her eyes to look at me, " I would never want to hide you, Drew. I just want to  protect you, protect this... what we have. The world fucks things up. I don't want that "

I think we both heard the unsaid 'again' with those words. I knew where she was coming from, but still...

" I think we're strong enough to take whatever the world has to the at us" I intertwined our fingers together," Don't you?"

She remained silent for a second, then she pulled me toward her before saying,"Of course" and sealing the unsaid promise with a desperate kiss. 

We kissed the doubt away, bracing ourselves and what we had for the world waiting for us.

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