What I Need... (GxG)

Love Language

*A/N Kween has had her baby, Adeya!!*
* A/N Hey y'all, If you reading this chapter it'd b greatly appreciated if you followed and starred it bf going on*
   After seeing Kehlani, I went home and sent in my letter of resignation. It was accepted with no complaints.  Weeks passed and I had no idea what to do, my heart felt broken in pieces and I didn't know how to pick it back up.
  Hayley tried constantly to lift my mood but failed. I laid in bed most days, crying.
  Today, I stared at the ceiling and it felt like I was staring at myself. Blank, empty and sad. Ok maybe I was the only sad one. I knew I should get up look for a job and live my life again but I didn't know how.
  Tears of frustration sprung to my eyes right as Hayley barged into the room.
  "I've been listening to you cry for weeks now and I can't take it anymore."
  I wiped my eyes and muttered, "sorry" 
Hayley huffed and got down on her knees beside my bed, grabbing my hands she said, " don't apologize. I just don't want to see you this hurt anymore . If I could take this pain off you I would."
  My heart warmed at her words.
Hayley cupped my face, "You're gonna get through this. That I can promise because I plan to be here for you the whole time"
   I felt tears pricking at my eyes again but this time in relief. I had been trying to do this on my own because I just didn't want to burden anyone with my own feelings but I didn't realize how much someone just saying they're here for me would make me feel.
   I sniffled, "Thank you so much Hayley. I love you so much. I don't know what I'd do without you."
   Hayley kissed my forehead.
"I have no  idea what you'd do without me either"
   I just laughed and pulled her in for a hug, "I'm never letting you go Hayley. You're like the best thing to ever happen to me. You've always been there for me, I don't know if I'd even be there if it wasn't for you."
   "That's not cause of me Drew. You're beyond strong. I'd like to think I just helped you realize that." 
   I smiled in her chest, "thank you for that then"
    Hayley whispered, "I'd do it a million in times over, all for you"
    Before I could fathom a reply, Hayley spoke again.
  "So today will be the last bum day. We'll chill, order some food, watch some horror movies and then tomorrow we'll find you a job. "
   I looked up at her and nodded, "aye captain "
She shook her head at me, "daddy is preferred"
   I gasped and she started laughing, "I'm only kidding you. You're not ready yet"
  She smirked at me and I hit her with a pillow.
"Hayley you are such a flirt."
  She shrugged, "only for you, my dear"
   I stood up, rolled my eyes and strutted toward the living room couch, "what are we watching tonight?"
   She muttered something so I turned around and caught her staring at my ass.
  "What was that Hayley?"
She blushed n rubbed her neck, "um whatever you want"
  I don't know if it's cause I've been without sêx for weeks or what but the sexual tension between Hayley n I was booming. And I liked it.
I smirked at her, " okay then, well you order the food then . "
   " yes ma'am "
Hayley quickly got up and walked with me.
   "It's glad to have you back, Drew"
I clasped hands with her, " I never left, I just had to find myself. Thank you for finding me."
The words that left my lips sounded like something Kehlani said once.
I thought i find myself with her but maybe I had simply lost myself in her. Regardless, this is where I am now.
You love and you lose.
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Lol hey y'all
*riot ensues *
Sorry for ghosting again. Inconsistency is the one consistent thing about me.
I have writing juice again so I'm gonna put out like 4 or 5 more chaps n finish this book out loll
I'll prolly cap em around 500-1000 words. Hope y'all enjoy this chap. There is a lot of Drew n Hayley moments to come for all my #Drayley fans.
But we definitely haven't seen the last of Kehlani.
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(Fun fact I started this chapter literally the same day Kehlani had Adeya, but I finished it like forever later loll)