Doomed | Yoonmin

The bet

Back to Yoongi's room: Yoongi's POV

"Jimin, please just listen to me!" I say after looking at him, sitting in the corner of my room for hours. "You lied to me." He whispers. It hurts seeing him like this. "Jimin, it is past now."

"Why did you never even mention it as a side-note? Like 'Hey, Jimin, by the way I was a fuck boy before I met you." He replies half screaming it to my face and half crying.

"Because it is my fucking past Jimin. It doesn't matter anymore. Just like you said: before I met you. You changed me."

"Fuck you." He yells back at me and hides his face again. I am clearly lost in such situations. I don't know how to comfort him now. Should I hug him? I don't know. He would push me away anyway.

"Yoongi. You know everything about me. And after Jin told me that I am not even a real angel nor demon, I get to hear this about you."

"Jimin, baby, I cannot change it."

"Don't call my baby." He hisses and stands up. I am sitting on my bed and he is now standing infront of me.

"I have a heart, you know? I get hurt too. And this hurts me really bad. You told me I am the only one for you. What if you throw me away like you did with Taehyung? What if you suddenly wake up and I am not enough for you anymore? I could never believe you when you say it will never happen. Because it already happened once. I cannot give you everything you need. I will never be someone you can play around with like you want. I am not a slut, Yoongi."

"No, Jimin. You are not a slut. You are my mate and I will do everything I can do to keep you."

"How can I ever believe your words again?"

"I don't know." I say and look down to the floor. I never was so shy around anyone. I cannot lose him. It would break me.

"I gave you a second chance."

"And I failed this one too." I can feel how tears start burning in my eyes.

"But the thing is... I cannot leave. We will always find each other again. Even if I leave the country, everywhere I go I will only think about you and one day our paths will cross again because we are destinied to be together." A little spark of hope fills my heart with love. I look up to face him again and he stopped crying. He smiles.

"Is this a bad thing?" I ask while he wipes a tear off my cheek. "It is." He replies and looks down for a few seconds just to face me again after. "But I love you. And since I cannot get rid of you, we need to make it up somehow." I stand up and nearly push him to the ground but catch him right before he falls and pull him close to me. "I love you too, Jimin-ah. And I will do everything to see you smile. My life and all I am belongs to you." Wow Yoongi. Since when are you so cute that it is disgusting somehow?

He pulls me even closer and kisses me. This one is different from the ones we shared before. It feels deeper. With more feelings behind it. Just as my hand slowly moves down his back and squeezes his ass, someone knocks on the door.

"Hey, is everything alright? You are in there for hours now and it suddenly got quiet." Namjoon asks throught the door. "Damn it." I whisper into Jimin's ear and a soft giggle escapes his mouth. "Yeah, everything is alright." I shout back and hope for him to leave but sadly, he doesn't.

"What about some training then? He cannot always count on you to be around wherever we go."

"Only if I can kick Yoongi's ass." Jimin says and causes Namjoon to laugh. "If you want to."

Jimin frees himself from my tight hug and runs to the door. "Come on, darling. I wanna get my revenge." He says with an evil smile on his face. Damn, he needs to show this side more often. It turns me on.