My Saviour! (Matt Espinosa Fan Fic!)

How Could You?//Chapter 17!

~Kinnleys POV~

I made my way outside. I decided to sit on the porch step, and I was lost in my thoughts.

I just stared up at the moon, and the stars.

Star gazing was literally my favourite thing ever when I was younger. Something Taylor and I did together!

My mind just kept trailing off all over the place. Once I start thinking, I can't stop. I way overthink everything and it makes everything 10 times worse.

Someone sat down beside me, but I was too lost in my thoughts to notice who it was.

"Uh, hey, are you okay?" The person who sat beside me asked.

It knocked me out if my thoughts.

I looked up and realized it was Hayes.

Hayes and I never really talked and when we did it was just small talk.

"Hey, uh, yeah. I just needed a break, I guess." I said back, looking back up at the stars once more.

"Oh, sorry. But anyways Matts looking everywhere for you." He said while standing up.

"Well, I guess I better go back in there." I said.

We walked back into the house together.

A slow song was playing.

'Oh shit, I missed it, I wanted to slow dance with Matt' I said to myself.

But Matt doesn't wanna slow dance with me.

I looked all over for him but I couldn't seem to find him.

Maybe he was outside, or maybe on the dance floor.

I decided to check the dance floor, and I made my way through the crowd.

The song was ending, and still haven't found him.

I made my way to the middle of the dance floor and there he was.

Slow dancing with some blonde girl.

Maybe they are just friends?

They getting closer, and closer to each other.

She rested her head on his chest. He bent down and she stood in her tip-toes.

By now the song had ended.

They kissed.

Do i mean nothing to him?

My heart has been shattered into a thousand pieces.

How could he do this?

I just stood there with tears in my eyes, trying to forget the memory. But it just kept replaying in my mind.

Once he finished he looked right at me.

He saw how heartbroken I was.

The girl looked awfully familiar.

Then it popped in my head.

"Regan?"

"Kinnley! Hey girl! What are you doing here?"

I didn't respond I just stared at her, my eyes burning into hers.

I couldn't stand here looking like an idiot, so I turned away from the person who was once the love of my life.

I turned away from who was once my best friend.

"Kinnley, Kinnley. Wait up!" Matthew yelled from behind me.

I walked faster, and faster.

I had no clue where I was going but I needed to get out of here.

I rushed through the crowd of people. I could barely see, my eyes were so blurry.

I tried to keep my head up but it was just so hard.

I was so deep in my thoughts.

Then all the sudden I was knocked out of my thoughts and I realized I ran into Nash. I fell back on the floor.

"OMG Kinnley are you okay?" Nash said as he rushed beside me.

"Yeah I'm fine. But can you ask you something?" I said looking up at him.

"Sure anything." He said as I he got up and stretched out his hand for me.

"Can, can I have a hug?" I asked as I looked at the ground.

He didn't respond. But just studied me.

He pulled me into a hug and I just lost it. Now I couldn't control the tears.

"Uh are you okay?" He said while pulling away.

"Can we go outside and I'll explain then?" I asked.

"Yeah, sure, let's go!"

He took my hand pulled me towards the door that took us outside.

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Short, but yet another update! Hope you liked it! I know I have a lot of spelling errors, and I apologize for my poor editing skills. I know I updated quite a bit last night and again tonight but I felt like it was needed and I was bored! So here ya go, another update! I'll probably be updating again in the next few days, but till then bye!💋

-Jamie✌️✌️