Quote: "my biggest fear is people seeing myself the way I see myself."
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*Kinnleys POV*
"M-Matt are they going to like me?" I said nervous for his response.
"Yeah, they will love you." He responded with a huge smile on his face.
I looked down. He notice something was wrong.
"Kin, is there something wrong? You can tell me anything."
Yes, there was lots of things wrong, but I didn't wanna admit up to my problems.
"Uh, um, yeah but it's okay. I don't really wanna talk about it." I said, telling the 100% truth.
"Kinnley, whatever it is you can tell us, we won't judge us, you can trust us." Carter joined in.
"I'm just afraid that they will see me, as I see myself." I admitted up to it. But there's way more that's bothering me, but they didn't have to know that.
"Kin, they will love you, your beautiful, smart and so nice. Don't worry what others think of you." They said at the same time.
I blushed a little. And wiped away the tears that were rolling down my cheeks.
"I don't feel beautiful. I mean look like me I'm covered in bruises, cuts, and gashes." I said with tears running down my face.
"They won't judge you. They won't look at you differently because of the bruises, cuts and gashes." Matt said, with sympathy.
Then it hit me.
"Matt, are you just doing this for me because you feel bad for me?" I asked, hoping he would say that's not why, I couldn't hold myself back from asking him.
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*Matts POV*
"Matt, are you just doing this for me because you feel bad for me?" She asked with streaming down her face.
Her words struck me. Was I doing this all because I felt bad for her? No. No. I knew she needed someone to be there for her.
I looked at her with eyes with sympathy. "No, not at all. I wanted to make sure you were okay, I don't want you to have to go through that again. I want you to feel loved and wanted." I said with honesty.
She looked at me and began to cry harder and harder. Did I say something wrong?
Suddenly she picked her head up and told me to come closer. So I did as she said.
Then she did something I wasn't expecting.
She kissed my cheek.
Her touch made me wild. I think I might have feelings for her.
No.
No.
No.
You can't. You just meet her. Snap out of it.
She pulled away. I was kinda disappointed.
I told her to come closer, I need to tell her something. And she did as I said.
I went kiss her cheek but she turned her cheek before my lips hit her cheek. And I kissed her. On. Her. Lips. "Wow Matt your an idiot." I said to myself in my head.
I know this sounds really cheesy, but I felt sparks. I doubt she felt it to.
I can't fall for her. I just can't. It's too soon.
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*Kinnleys POV*
He kissed me. He kissed me.
No. That's wasn't suppose to happen. I felt sparks. He didn't. I can't fall for him. I can't. I can't. This isn't suppose to happen. If I fall for him, I'll just get my heart broken.
After he kissed me I didn't know what to do. I looked down at my feet and I felt the tears begin to fall from my eyes again. Why.
Carter must feel so awkward.
Matt must be so confused.
"Kin, are you okay?" I heard Matt ask.
"No, no I'm not." I replied.
"What, why?" he asked sounding concerned.
I didn't how to answer. If I told him, he would think I'm out of my mind.
"If it tell you'll think I'm out of my mind." I said.
"I promise you I won't."
Before I could explain we pulled into the parking lot of the hotel.
Well here goes nothing.
Matt walked over and opened my door for me. I took his hand and pulled myself out of the car. I wiped the tears from my eyes and pulled myself together.
Matt didn't let go of my hand after I pulled myself out of the car and I didn't mind.
We entered the hotel, got the key from the front desk and headed back up the room.
I put a fake smile on my face and entered the room.
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Another update yaaaaay! I hope you guys enjoyed it! Lots of drama I guess. I tried to put in the different POVS and make it longer. thanks for reading!☺️ next update should be up in a couple of days to a week like usual. Byeeee.💚💜
-Jamieee.✌️
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