My Saviour! (Matt Espinosa Fan Fic!)

Second Chances?//Chapter 22!

There's two songs for this chapter!

Song: Whatever It Takes!

By: Lifehouse!

Song: Second Chance!

By: Shinedown!

---------

*Kinnleys POV*

After Matt left my room, I slide down the door and started to cry even more, I had a migraine, I couldn't think straight.

And the love of my life just walked out on me.

I thought maybe, just maybe if I told him to leave he would turn around and fight for me.

But I thought wrong..

After a bit I settled down and went to find some Advil for my headache.

I went to lay down and then I noticed him.

Steve.

Fuck.

"WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN ALL THIS TIME. YOU SCARED THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME. AND THE NOTE YOU LEFT ME? YEAH, NICE TRY, OF COURSE IM GONNA COME LOOKING FOR YOU. DO YOU THINK IM STUPID? I WOULD NEVER LET YOU STAY WITH SOME GAY BOY WHO JUST WANTS TO GET IN YOUR DAMN PANTS!" he screamed at me.

I didn't get a chance to respond.

He started to kick, push, punch and wheel things at me.

He got distracted and I got a chance to speak up.

"This is what I mean! I ran away from home because I'm tired of your damn abuse. I was actually happy here. And his name is Matthew. He actually stuck by my side and healed me. He doesn't just want to get in my pants. You have no fucking right to talk to him like that. You don't even fucking know him. Fuck you" I said, not taking my eyes off of him.

He walked over to me and smacked me across the face.

"Show me some respect, young lady" he spat in my face.

"You gotta give respect to earn respect. Once you show me respect, I'll show you respect. Steve." I spat right back.

"Gather your shit, I'm coming back in a few days to come and get you." He said, and with that he left.

I got up and laid down on the bed. Tears started to spill down my face.

My face stung. My arms and legs are bruised.

For the first time in forever I finally stood up to him.

After what seemed like forever, I heard the door open and shut. Foot steps following that.

"Whoever you are just go away." I mumbled.

No answer.

The bed sunk in on the opposite side of I was laying on.

I sobbed harder and louder.

"Don't cry. Everything will turn out okay."

Spencer.

"Wanna talk about what happened?"

Carter.

"Keep your head up beautiful, we, I won't let you anyone, him, hurt you ever, ever again. I love you"

Matthew.

"He wants me back at home. He found me. He laid his hands on me. He wants me to gather my stuff and he's coming back in a few days."

All 3 of them ran over to me and attacked me with hugs. I bursted out crying.

"Wait, what? You can't leave, me. Us!"

Matthew whispered in my ear.

"I-we don't want you to leave, but we can't control this. Everyone is going to miss you. We love you and support you no matter what. Do the best you can." Carter whispered in my other ear.

"WHAT? YOU JUST GOT HERE! WE HAVE SO MUCH TO DO TOGETHER! PLEASE, PLEASE TRY TO CONVINCE HIM TO LET YOU STAY, WELL AT LEAST FOR A LITTLE WHILE LONGER" Spencer cried out loud.

"Believe me, I don't wanna go either. There's so much I wanna do, while I have my freedom. But reality is kicking in and he found me. I want to finish what we started. I will try my best to convince him, but it's gonna take some work. I love you guys. Thank you for taking me in. Thank you for being there for me when I needed you the most." I said.

"Maybe we should give her sometime to be alone with Matthew" Carter suggested.

"Yes, if you don't mind" I said.

"We don't mind at all!" Spencer chimed in.

I got up off the bed and headed towards the door with Spencer and Carter.

I pulled Carter close for a minute.

"Thank you, I really need this. I owe ya one" I whispered to Carter.

"Yeah, anytime. I seen how upset he was and I know he needs some time with you. Good luck, and tell me how it went." He said back, and with that he was gone.

I shut the door and headed back over to Matthew.

He was spread out across my bed with a pillow over his face.

He was breathing heavily and letting out whimpers.

I don't wanna leave the best thing I have.

But I have no choice.

I took the pillow away from Matthew's face. His cheeks were red, puffy and tear stained.

I laid down beside and took my hand and placed it in side his. They were sweaty but I didn't mind.

"Matthew, I want you to know that I love you, more than anything. Nothing will ever change my feelings for you. You have me hard. I don't wanna leave but think your in California for a bit longer, and I live here so we can meet places and see each other. We will make this work. Just because I'm not here, I'll be down the road. You can text or call me whenever you wanna talk. This isn't over for us. It only is if you want it to be." I said, looking him straight in the eyes.

"I don't want this to end. I will do whatever it takes to turn this around. I'll do whatever I can to see you. This isn't over. My feelings for you will never change, no matter what happens. I still have hope for us and I'm not giving up that easily!" He said, not losing eye contact.

He turned over and kissed me.

This kiss had so much meaning; meaning that there is still hope for us.

I felt electricity run through my body.

He pulled away and we were lost in each other's eyes.

----------

Another update! Yay. Haha. It's short and the feels are kinda boosted in this chapter. Oops🙈 I know I've been updating a lot but school starts in a couple weeks and things will become hectic again and I won't have much time to update so I'm doing as much as I can now! I'm not sure when then next update will up but hopefully soon! I hope you enjoyed it. I know there is plenty spelling errors and mistakes! I will be doing a big edit sometime so I apologize! Vote and comment! Thank you! Byee!😋

-Jamie✌️✌️